ratchet of shtwt

Hi guys! Not much in the first post, as talking about myself sucks. Started sh when I was 12 (maybe earlier, don't remember much), 19 now. Came up with actually starting the acc as my best friend is soon to abandon me of my poor mh, I think. Hope you don't hate me #shtwt #988twt

just for once, i want someone to be afraid of losing me.

I hate them so fucking much, but also I hate myself for being this pathetic sensitive bitch with fucked up ability to love (not talking about bpd here, I am just mono, too mono for people to consider). I fucking should have died

Okay, I am going out but only because I want to go out and I won't be doing that on my own, sooo

Those are the same motherfuckers who say "mental health matters", btw

We have a hangout planned for tomorrow (essentially today). Should I be a bitch that I am and ghost them, should I tell them to fuck off, should I block them, or should I go

rn, on my thigh, drew to distract myself, twt, wanna do the rest of the thigh but that will be too much of a mess to clean up and cover plus I'm too lazy

I need reassurance that my presence is wanted but I can’t ask for reassurance because that’s really embarrassing and it wouldn’t feel genuine if I asked for it

Lowkey getting suicidal again

so instead of processing things in a normal way i have decided i will continue to bottle it up inside me until i inevitably explode and ruin some of my most cherished relationships

Triggering myself on pinterest. again

yeah, I don't love them. I love what they give me. I can't love

the thought of them loving someone else other than me makes me sick

oh no pleeeease dont constantly reassure me👀 dont comfort me and tell me its gonna be ok👀 and that i'm safe👀 without forcing it oh i'd just hate that👀 so don't do it👀 ok? or alternatively you can beat me to death that works fine too

yeah sex is great but feeling his bulge while dry humping is sexy

Casually scrolling past nudes in ur camera roll cus u gotten too lazy to put them back in the hidden folder

I got that previously neglected shelter dog rizz. I want to quietly sit next to you on the couch while you watch tv

boy fuck you and that big dick and that pretty voice