i tried to put myself out there today after weeks of awful social anxiety & fear of being perceived as annoying & it wasn’t exactly warm. it’s not their fault & maybe i was too ambitious but i feel like such an unlikable unwelcome Bother. i don’t belong anywhere
sometimes I get so jealous of other people's social skills. like damn. they can talk to people?? and people like them?? look at all those people who like them. wtf. illegal