would anyone be interested in a small gc for edtwt ppl 18+ with jobs and lives and such? i feel like edtwt can be soo isolating bc everyone is like in high school and i can’t relate </3
I fucing hate eating a (semi) normal amount of food and then gaining water weight the next day bro but it keeps me motivated to not do that shit again.
He’s always understood me better than anybody and knows this is my decision and my problem and he can’t fix it. He’s just here for me when I need him and I love him so much for that
He doesn’t care what I look like but it affects me so much that I used to be so thin when I met him and I gained it back because I got comfortable.. I want to fix my mistake and I want to be beautiful for him. He’s the love of my life.
I have the best boyfriend.. he knows about this account and about my disorder but he also knows that words won’t fix it and trying to tell me to eat won’t make it any better. He understands me better than anyone
I know it’s bad when I don’t even binge and feel like I have to purge my food. I’ve eaten 300cals today and had an extra 350-400
WHICH ISNT EVEN BAD BRO crazy disorder
Just purged cause I ate 5 pieces of my boyfriends ravioli! Googled it and said it could be 350 calories 😩
I hope I absorbed more of my protein than all the shit I put in his food I’ve been working too hard to ruin it with some FUCKING pasta