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@tropicaalcoke There’s a huge difference I can see it

why can I FEEL a difference but not SEE it bruh. #edtwt

Fuck b/p on rice it’s hell

Ignore how bloated i look from the side tho

Why im I actually starting to look less horrible

Purging so much is making my face look so ugly

I need blades bro

Last time I cut myself was a month ago and it was pathetic

Wdym I have to stay around my family for another seven years this shit is making me suicidal asf

I wanna kill myself but failing again is genuinely so pathetic someone just needs to come and kill me id be happy

I feel guilty for just existing

Im gonna actually stop posting bcs until im at least back to bmi 18 or less

I want blades so bad

I hate this I feel like shit

Losing weight but I feel dead

Lost 1.15kg

Now it’s 19.2

Thankfully im now less than a kg away from bmi 18s

@buty1Nmolly لا تسوينها قدامهم كثير ولا بتنقفطين زيي

@ashes1_3 هم مو متعودين يشوفوني اكل بكميات كبيره فا كان يعني مرا احراج وهم يشوفوني اكل كاني كنت بمجاعه 🖕🖕

اكثر شي احراج لما اهلك يشوفونك تنهمين وربي بمووووت🫩🫩😓😓ممكن تعملوا نفسكم ما تشوفوني لين اخلص