AshYe

made this decision last month but pinning it so I remember and cant bitch out. I am not cutting my hair (still shaving tho) until I hit champ. Currently GM4 peaked gm3 in season 20. I feel like I can either pop off or this will take way too long. pics to see my hair as of current

@SydneyLikesYuri sure i just need friends atp

@ashyeunderscore can you do that platonically

any cute girls want to absolutely abuse and use the shit out of me. just treat me like shit and i give you attention and compliments and boost you and whatnot. serious inquiries only thanks

the fact there is people replying talking about the hero sr like it isn’t the most mickey mouse key dangling dice rolling random bs ass system ever

@SydneyLikesYuri thanks sydney you’re my favorite gay person

@ashyeunderscore i smiled and replied and liked

i just be tweeting anything to 0 replies 0 likes 0 friends 0 people who fw me 0 hoes 0 bands 0 smiles no nothing

this kinda banging i play dps go check that out instead x.com/ashyeunderscor…

this role is so easy just queue with a tank with a pulse

@leafyussy i’ll improve for you

@ashyeunderscore what if im higher ranked 🤔

@w8vee true i went from d1 to m2 support in a day and i feel pretty good about that

@ashyeunderscore Find solace in yourself bro u gotta not seek for affection from outwards it’s gotta be within

i don’t want to be alone anymore i want connection but i just scroll on dating apps and swipe left on everyone because no one makes me feel anything. none of them are her but i don’t even want her and i shouldn’t at all. im so tired of this

i have work at 9 just took my third sleeping pill because i genuinely cannot fall asleep I just can’t stop thinking about how much i fucking hate myself

not having some close friends that you can hang out with constantly or talk constantly truly does something to you and your psyche

it’s so embarrassing following people who you wanna be oomfs with and then they just like… don’t follow you back😭😭

i thought about this on a long drive theres people with aspirations and love in their hearts with terminal illnesses and i’m over here relatively healthy. if i was told id be dead soon with no cure id be ecstatic and yet i have to just live life while good people get hit by a car

it seems i’m incapable of liking someone a normal amount, i’m either numb or obsessive

best friends to lovers to no contact is awful. pls dont date ur friends😔

its been a few days since it occurred to me that the people i considered to be my best friends didn’t fuck with me at all and I cut contact. still havent heard shit from any of them so ig i was right and none of them actually cared about me LOL they are all happy without me there

i really gotta blow my shit smooth off soon man i’m tired of ts

god i really spent however long being vulnerable and open with someone and begging for them back while they didn’t give a single fuck about me and just kept me around for validation and attention. genuinely shoot me in the fucking head if i ever even consider texting her again.

this is so fucking sick and disgusting. i feel terrified as someone from an immigrant family living in america. this is not what america stands for, our government is growing more fascist by the minute and there’s nothing i can do about it as some random bystander teenager

i feel very unlikable rn like everyone hates me & idk why