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May god bless @GunesGelato @R_A_F_I_Y_A @_E_vuh and MOST OF ALL, me with all the love, happiness and success 🥰💕💓💞❤️🌷🌸

I hit my sister in a fit of rage. I was screaming like hell and my hands were shaking. This is hell. Ya Allah just take me atp or at least get me away from this house or get these people away from me. I can't do it anymore.

Something about end of the june- mid july .... toxicity at peak in our gharana 😁

I have things now which i used to to dream about. I thought when I'd get them I'd finally be content and happy. Per aisa nhi hota 🥲

Meanwhile TLP continues to terrorize ahmadis in pak sar zameen...

Wow my decision to not log into this account was correct it seems. So many fuckass tweets from fucked accounts. Blood thirsty cretins wishing death upon my people. You'll never succeed. #PakistanZindabad 🇵🇰❤️

This is so tiring. Being on edge all the time around people you are supposed to be most comfortable with

Father screamed at me in the middle of the road and now he's cross at me for just telling him to control his emotions in public spaces at least 😁

Sometimes it just hits me that we'll never be a normal happy wholesome family. Like we'll never be that close to each other just a like a normal family is supposed to be.... like this is gonna be a looong life..

I have become so bitter. I hate it. Have to remind myself to be grateful so many times now

All these bigg boss tweets on my timeline. I can only assume you're all jobless. Mere paas tou roney kaa bhi time nhi hai apni misery per

Another day wasted doing useless stuff on computer that makes no difference to me or my work.

I'm just tired of myself. Tired of this body. Tired of this brain. Tired of being with myself everyday

I think i can't cope with life without a community around me. Kiya matlab mujhe sab kuch akelay hi figure out karna hai ???

How to stop yourself from constantly crying at work

I'm so blessed. Whenever i fall deep into the pits of sadness, Allah always pulls me back. I feel like everything i have ever achieved is only because of my mother's prayers and Allah, warna I've never truly worked hard for anything. Maybe thats why I'm perpetually miserable

That mind numbing feeling after i fuck up an interview yet again.

I just want to sink in a corner and rest. I don't know anything. I'm not good at anything

what is life? Why do i have to wake up every day to have the same day? Why don't i feel anything? What is the point of me. What is the point of this

I sleep with anxiety. I wake up with anxiety and nostalgia about old days. This is not the way to live.