aurora

college told me today not to lose any more weight too bad but i gained 3kg in recovery and i am not keeping them

pink is back 🌺

woke up crying because i dreamt about being called fat guess it is time to get back into counting

oh god, i went to hot stretching studio and all the girls are so tiny i feel slapped in the face

@rubystrvs YES

hello april we all locked in RIGHT??!

slowly getting in a better shape 🩷

@rubystrvs My coach said deficit isn’t enough — if you eat a lot of fats you can gain so mb check it? Also water retention from training

how the actual fuck do i gain weight when i ALWAYS stay in my calorie deficit + am consistent with my workouts about to kms

I am watching my teammate cluelessly drinking her full sugar 500c raf coffee and dying inside

i lost a little and feel so much better and in control (and tomorrow is a day off)

opened my “sad” drawer and thanks god I still fit in my size 0 lululemon set (I paid insane money for it)

yesterday was super active and eating was super clean

I am slowly getting comfortable with my current weight and I feel okey working out with just my sport bra on

went out with my friends ate literally nothing got 35K steps

@untilyoudoit1 What happened?(

So for the two people who care I had the biggest binge I probably ever had and it made me sick + relapsed sh Life is great

MATCHED

@untilyoudoit1 Thanks!!! I hope to recover this skill fully

@auroredtwt Yaaayy congrats

got both of my front splits yesterday the first time since I torn my ACL

I would die to look like this

@rubystrvs walking everywhere, it can be easily 1-2h of walking daily

how do y’all burn so many calories in a day i never get more than 350

@untilyoudoit1 It is because you are really tiny and I told you!

Wait according to the new BMI calculator my BMI is 19.9 Yayy