avaerus

keeping the @ for a few days, but I am now going by avaerus thanks

are yall not getting a little bit tired of spending our time on this earth creating profit for a class of people that consistently seems to use it to actively destroy and gamble the future u feel u have to build for urself while they seek out means of saving themselves? donald trump is not going to save you, man. neither is the next one, regardless of party, unfortunately. there’s legitimately a good chance the cia actively worked to create or maintain the instability in the countries these immigrants feel they need to leave, in order to buy in to the same dream we all found ourselves stuck in too. the only thing that has changed with this administration is they’ve found the audacity to do a whole bunch of this shit without even trying to hide it or manufacture a narrative because aesthetics are disgustingly op this patch and we are all so cynical and scared that a lot of us have legitimately just gotten to the point of laughing at it now. i mean shit guys it might be cooked by now but we can’t rly know that. if you got a 7-eleven job and a drop shipping side hustle and your brain got one shot by something other than mine like fucking looksmaxxing or this new quirky fascism or some random conspiracy theory u may or may not be totally correct on, all of the above — you aren’t evil dawg. we aren’t that different. neither of us are getting on that spaceship or building a bunker. only reason 90% of people follow this account is cuz i clicked on people on my funny little torture box for 20 million hours. we all coping but u have to believe me there is a way to have hope and we all gotta be redeemable, we just maybe gotta start like giving a fuck and actually doing things one of these days. hopefully before things get too bad 🙂 we play qor today :)

i mean -20 is just insane no?

LFT GC NA, exploring options as I have been benched from Alliance Angels vlr.gg/player/14092/r…

my goal is to have genuine beef with every gimmick account in ascendant

played better today. more games friday.

this is just legalized torture against a minority group and the fact that there is next to no outrage about this is a terrifying sign of how the majority of society sees trans people

@AllianceProj nepotism or something idk

@avaerus_ Oh man if only u entered into the ALLIANCE PICKEMS CONTEST

im just saying bro

@risorah @HyperSpeedGG @AllianceProj hairpin2

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@strxngeg1rl I'm gonna get stuck on this fuck ass agent again broooooo

i think we all owe NS an apology

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killing off yoru like this meanwhile waylay/neon are untouched + sentinels getting zero buffs is sickening keep yoru players in your prayers tonight 🙏

“game changers drama” It feels a little weird to be writing about this right now; I mean, trans people are seemingly always dealing with needlessly vicious persecution but given the fact that the unironic genocidal dictator currently running a certain country has literally just decided to officially allow his extrajudicial secret police to target anyone that “looks trans” – days after the supreme court ruled that adult trans healthcare bans are legal – it just feels a little frivolous to be talking about my funny little scene in my funny little video game. Nonetheless, if I’m being honest, I don’t know what the fuck to do about that and the more I think about it the more scared I get that we are all wasting our time here and that, maybe, just maybe, that is one of the most evil things we could be doing at the moment. Anyway I was also lowkey thinking a lot about the recent YFP incident and really just the discourse around gender identity in GC in general. I feel like we have basically been having the same discussions for years and more often than not they seem to only really make the scene look bad, be horribly misconstrued by people on the outside looking in, and actually accomplish very little in terms of advancing GC as a program in val/evolving the concept for the future. I truly think that a majority of you have the scene’s best interests in mind, but these are incredibly complicated discussions to be having, and we should be really careful about our intentions when we talk about this stuff. I really do think GC in val has actually been incredibly successful. If the goal was to develop talent of marginalized genders due to the discrimination they face in esports, maybe even to inspire certain young people that would’ve never had an interest in competing to give it a try, I think these have undeniably been accomplished and if you really want to see more women competing at the highest level of gaming these things probably do scale. One of the problems we seem to run into, in NA at least, is that you probably don’t want to invest into a scene that seems to be constantly involved in witch hunts debating the legitimacy of players’ identities. Every single time you do this, you make me scared that one day these types of programs might simply decide that the only solution is to determine eligibility by “birth sex” or gender markers on ID or some shit, I mean some regions already do to my understanding. Obviously this is a horrible solution, we’ve had this debate for years. There are countless gender identities that, even if you don’t necessarily present outwardly queer, if you were to ask your random tier 3 team to simply show you basic respect and acknowledge your identity, you would experience a good chance of just getting dropped or perma misgendered or ridiculed and dehumanized. Maybe all of the above. On top of all that, there are numerous reasons that trans people might be struggling to get official documents or healthcare (like the highkey genocide) and gating their access to this environment in the most critical years of their careers effectively defeats the purpose for them. Personally I fucking love trans people. I am a trans person. This scene changed my life and I am eternally grateful. I want to keep seeing more and more people of all different kinds under those bright lights standing up and yelling across the stage. I don’t think anyone has a perfect solution, maybe there isn’t one. AnyKey isn’t perfect but honestly man they do a pretty decent job, and I’m just at a point where I feel like we are beyond this. Who are you to say that someone isn’t trans enough to play in GC? Obviously if people are outwardly misogynistic, hateful, dangerous, etc. they have no place in the scene and every gaming community kind of has a responsibility to deal with bad actors, but vagueposting and debating people’s identity is legit gross. Surely if we are truly sure that someone in the scene is disingenuous in their identity, we have actual compelling evidence that can be shared through official channels so that these people can’t just rebrand? I’m sure that a few people have done these things you allege and it sucks, but the beauty of GC is that a few shitty noobs larping cannot defeat the purpose of the program. Is it really worth forcing more trans people to debate the validity of their entire existence – especially now – as, for many of us, our lifesaving healthcare is being taken away, and we legitimately have to worry about being kidnapped with no legal recourse in the “world’s greatest power,” all the while you are effectively shooting your own scene in the foot?

大変光栄なことに、この度『初音ミク V6』のデザインを担当させていただきました！是非よろしくお願いします！ #初音ミク #DTM

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between “things will get better” and “i can’t handle this anymore.” it’s like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day