uıɾɯǝᗡ (sasha/lex)

This is how I look vs how I want to look like. Pinning to motivate myself.

I'm falling apart, and starting to feel s-dal, and it's been so long since I felt like that. It's probably the hormones that are making my situation worse but I just feel like a failure with /everything/.

5 minutes and I'm already in a bad mood. NO I DON'T TO SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH YOU LEAVE ME ALONE

I've have been so much better if my parents had aborted me! But no, abortion wasn't an option, not even divorce, so we just had to live in hell for our whole lives!

SOMEONE PLS TAKE THIS DEPRESSION SHIT AWAY FROM ME I WANT TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE

Imagine getting angry at someone and "insulting" them by calling them deaf bc they couldn't hear you. My sister invited me to this trip to help with my depression but she has made me cry more times than what I cry on the regular when I'm on my own.

@Hungerlust1 Oh, I was going to retweet something for the event, but I took this the other day!

Oh, hi, I hit rock bottom for months and I just came here to repost some gnshin shit lmao

Te amo gelatina de 15 calorías, eres lo mejor que me ha pasado en la vida después de la coca zero.

Oh, I remember now

When did I make this account private?? Wtf?

So, I'm only here tp say, I stayed at a friends house the whole week. She definitely has disordered eating, and now I'm triggered. Maybe I'll be back on my bs or not, oops.

Yesterday went to the store with my family and the cashier called me sr multiple times, and I wanted to scream out of excitement but my sister was right beside me, I think I looked angry, and the person apologized bc they need ID, YOURE NOT WRONG I'M STILL IN THE CLOSET LOL

my sister: what if we do xxx? me: you already asked me that my sister: ok I'll never talk to you ever again ???? Is she fucking 5?

FUUUUUUUCK I've been struggling to find a job, and I'm feeling so fucking depressed. I was in a process but they ended it saying I didn't complete a test, which I did, and now someone asks me why didn't I join the zoom interview??? Fix your fucking system omg

It's 1am and I can't sleep, I'm taking a shower just because

It just hit me that its almost Christmas and my mom isn't here, and god, you made me suffer my whole life why am I still crying your death

Is this supposed to be an insult?

I feel so awful and I don't know why!!! Fuck, I forgot to take my meds today

I've been rotting in bed for three days straight, help