Spike Spiegel

@NFcommunityNF You have a large community of us on here supporting and with you friend. Both my grandparents passed away this year. My lady decided to part ways and we sold our house, she took the dog. I had to move out on October 30th… This EP shattered me.

This is going to be a lengthy post… I have a lot to get off my chest. This EP has had a huge effect on me. I don’t have any friends IRL or people close enough to talk to. I do have friends on here but I have a lot of people asking if i’m okay. So I thought a post would be better than explaining what’s going on over and over again. Truth is i’m not okay. This EP helped me realize that. I have spent the past year convincing myself that I am. Well enough to believe that I was actually happy. I’ve ran from feeling sad about family passing, about being lazy, past traumas and so much more. I’ve had my moments where I delete this account entirely just to avoid small things. Honestly even tho I have no friends IRL, I do have people that care about me on here. Sometimes I don’t treat you guys how I should and I apologize for that. My OCD has gotten so bad that I have been trapped in the same routine over and over. Even if a loved one needs help with the smallest thing. I’m scared to break my routine or do something different. My bipolar has gotten so bad that I have even gone off on people on here before for the smallest things. Even if it’s just to make myself feel better. Instead of taking accountability, I’ve blamed others. So much to the point it became a habit. A lot of people think i’m some amazing person because I run this account. I’m not. It scares me to even share a small detail about myself. It’s killing me to even post this but i’m so exhausted and drained that now is the only time I will have strength to share this. I don’t know how to share how i’m feeling but i’m trying. I know I will regret typing this and posting it, but I have to get some of this out. Tbh I don’t even know what else to say. I just felt like I needed to share this While it feels bad knowing how low in life I am. Without this EP I would have still been putting on my mask, pretending i’m okay, and continue until I can’t give anymore. I’ve lost my friends, family, loved ones, passion and even my hope. Without @nfrealmusic I wouldn’t have seen that. It’s better to know you hit rock bottom than ignore it. I hope this is the first step in the right direction. So before I change my mind i’m just going to post this. May be a lot of rambling and errors but I know I’ll change my mind if I don’t post it now. If you read all this thanks

@Mya_Hope @nfrealmusic The suspense is killing us😭🤣 He is so perfect at this.. No idea what way this EP will go…

@backlipkid @nfrealmusic But Fear always finds its way back into the Mansion 🤷🏻‍♀️… SO EXCITED!!!

@Mya_Hope @nfrealmusic I was going to say as well, he buried fear so it has to be Nate?

@nfrealmusic Is that Fear with the shovel or Nate?

@nfrealmusic I have always struggled with the word “Hope”, I always thought Hope was just desssed up Fear… The Hope album and tour changed my life more than his previous albums even. I decided to tackle Hope more and even got the word tattooed. I’m VERY interested in what FEAR will be about

@psychanon Ayo🤝🏼

Everyone loves a good comeback story.

@nfrealmusic 👀

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