ᛝ barkhart .☘︎ ݁˖

⋆.•̊ꫂ❁ ꒰ #edtwt intro ꒱ .☘︎ ݁˖ ༘⋆   barkhart   ⸝⸝    bark ⋆.˚ she/her ⸝⸝ 16  ⸝⸝  eng / pl ⋆.𐙚 ̊  anorexic with social anxiety .ᐟ.ᐟ ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼ cw:≈45kg ⸝⸝ ugw:skinny ──┈➤ DNI if: homophobic, transphobic, ect.. or in recovery!! .ᐟ.ᐟ 🐴

@SnowPatrolDude yeah dude you def have nothing to worry about then :D

@barkhearts I think (and hope....) he does know I find him super attractive but I just feel so guilty... but I probably am overthinking it,, thank you so much lol I will!!!!!

the pain of having an ed and wanting to be small but also being attracted to people heavier than you (in a nonweird way..) so whenever I briefly mention stuff like tracking calories to the guy I like (he likes me back) I'm scared he'll think I hate his body when I DON'T AT ALL

@SnowPatrolDude you're overthinking it dude :(( it's okay and I'm sure he doesn't view it that way!! if you're worried then you could try complimenting him a bit to kinda counter that sort of impression maybe??

I literally think he's so fucking attractive but I'm scared with all my "nooo I'm not small enough... I feel so fat..." that it seems like I hate people with more fat BUT I DON'T!!!!!!! I FIND IT ATTRACTIVE!!!! just take me out back and shoot me tbh

@gleekcals I HATE when parents dump their responsibilities onto other people :// I hope you at least got to enjoy your meal though

dinner. - 340 cals photo taken moments before family argument because IIIIII didn’t diffuse my nieces meltdown ❔❔ never signed up to raise this bad ass four year old but okay!

@Naomicantsee I hope this was super yummy!! I love fruit sm 😋😋

Fruitmaxxing ( my dinner )

@lobotobitez weetabix is the best cereal ever!!!! I hope this tasted super good because it looks def super good!! :DD

Meowning!! 2days breakfast was raspberry & white choco overnight Weetabix topped w bananas, goldfish n golden Oreo’s ^_^

@sakurachoux be careful am and take care of yourself today too!! :(

I am going to b/p on donuts 🍩 Today 😊🌸👍🏻🦕🎀🐰🥞🩵🎉

@sakurachoux white choco is SO good!! best type of chocolate.. I think mmm im happy that the sandwich was yummy tho!!!! :D

Dey ruin ma drink order Umm wher is da White choco mocha Ok .. and i had to ask for cold foam bc they forgot (＞人＜;).. but its Fien i guess…dis Sandwich was shooo BUST ,, Mozzarella + Tomato and pesto on focaccia Yumm 👸🏼🐰🌸✨🎀🦕🧁🩵👑🐥👛🎉 Ayee we working # work 😊🥞🐈‍⬛🍭💗

@olivovnicek its like a little habitat for the elephant!! I hope it was yummy! :))

i kinda forgot to post this, oops details in alt!

@sekitsuii these meals look like they were infused with sunshine and rainbows I LOVE IT :DD

favourite sweet treats from april 🍓

fruit has calories rt if you cried

@puke0al they're so pretty!! they kinda look cozy because of all the warm tones :D

fav april meals :33

@Psyched3licRat some bullshit that tastes GOOD 🤤🤤

I just made some BULLSHIIIYY 🔥🔥

@prayxers WOAH the presentation is so pretty and perfect???

chocolate protein pudding with banana, strawberry, raspberry, blueberry and blackberry 209 kcal & 21g protein

@honeylbs WOAHHH this is SO perfect for spring!!! SUPER CUTE!! :DD

flower cookies 🌸🌼

@sprinklerat at this point its like you have to eye everyone suspiciously just incase they're just realllyyy good at disguising themselves??

think im gonna start being picky with who i follow its hard to tell if some of you are old men or not

@sprinkleroll YESSS sometimes it feels like people are watching me speaking to myself

posting on twitter when u dont have alot of followers is a humiliation ritual

its not even the fact that she said this that confuses me but why are you so happily talking about it to everyone during an art class??

just found out one of my friends was telling everyone in my art class thati am on clinical observation??? huhhh???? I haven't even mentioned anything to her 😭😭

@tangerinneex its PUSHEEN so automatically its 1000000/10!!!! :DD

how guys are you rate my new cup? 😋

@maiyimelody oh ABSOLUTELY!!

is this mealspo