beck..idk. why would you ask me that?

WAIT GUYS IDEA OMFG SERIOUSLY if you’re 20+ (strictly) and you have snapchat DM ME i’ll give you my @ , i’m so silly and goofy and i post fun videos and song recs all the time and i would love to connect with you guys in that way so badly omfg please seriously hmu 🥹🥹🥹🥹

@my_sweet_space BRO THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME i feel like everyone thinks i’m going through withdrawal or something, why the fuck 😭😭😭

sweating… but shivering…?

@jordanbpolarson nooooo 😭😭 all brand new for medical purposes, they’re single use and discarded in a sharps container

@bbbh04477 Are they used? I pay like 5 bucks for 30 at this wig store

also found this throw back lol i miss my old job. free double edge blades at my disposal, id just sneak one or two in my pocket when i needed a new one

@overqosed i wish i had a free bad of cokeuuhhhh

i wish i had someone to do coke withuuhhhh

lore drop lol but this pic genuinely scares me, i look soulless. i can’t look at a single part of it and comprehend how anybody thought i was doing okay. i took it a month before i hit my lowest weight

@angelcakecals THIISSS like what do i genuinely do with my time

@bbbh04477 I quit them all but it didn't make my life better it just made my life emptier

Can I have. One coping mechanism. I told myself no more self harm, no more starving, no more alcohol. What do I do to make things better???

I LIKE WOMEN but my therapist said he quit smoking just a couple weeks ago and now i’m imagining him smoking and he’s even hotter lmaooo STOOOPPPP also he let me play a song during our session and we talked about it and dissected it and that was really cool

breakie before therapy need to go inside in a few minutes but i’m so not looking forward to it today. i’m so tired and embarrassed of myself. AND i lost my glasses so i’m wearing an old pair and they make me feel ugly :/

@salemscrucible fr they’re all professionals with licenses and careers and spouses and babies and i’m wondering if it’s time to go to residential again 🫩

trying to be so chill that everyone from my highschool is graduating college rn n i should be there too but i was so mentally ill n abused that i squandered all of my potential n am still rotting away in community college

@uptownballerina congrats 😩

Down 3.6 lbs

@my_sweet_space good morning!! hope you feel better soon ❤️‍🩹

good morning! woke up with a killer headache >~<

guys i finally made a straw page!! it’s kinda ugly and i almost rage quit like 14 times. will prob redo it later but here it is for now!!! heheh i’m proud bbbh04477.straw.page

@uptownballerina fucking slay boots wtf you look so good

Body check and a picture of my buttcheeks

@angelcakecals mine just came back after not having it for probably over a year. idk i’m kinda excited about it 😝😝

Is there a way to kill my sex drive I feel disgusting

@clementine7968 160lb, around 70kg 🙂 currently like 15lb from that, or like 7kg

whats everyones fear weight?? #edtwt #shedtwt

@Mourningdeww THIS OMFG

I feel burnt out on asking for help

everything’s fine. i’m gonna see my therapist as soon as a wake up. i just need to go to sleep and everything will be okay. i’m gonna go to therapy and everything will be fine and better. just gotta go to sleep now hope he doesn’t send me away like he promised he wouldn’t.

she didn’t say anything, we’re going to sleep now 😀🙂

sibling jsu t left. mom and i are alone. i’m scared she’s gonna ask if i’m okay but i’m also scared she won’t lol whatever hopefully i black out and sleep soon

@clvrfawn i know nothing about hair, mines almost PIN STRAIGHT but i have LOTS of layers and kinda shoot for these vibes. i use a hair straightener and mostly just flip the bottom of each layer outwards, and it makes it look like there’s texture and volume

How do u make a haircut like this look good on wavy hair