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260429 #HYUNSUK INSTAGRAM POST hi fixs! this is cix’s maknae hyunsuk! firstly, i contemplated really hard about what i should say to you, but i think it is only right that i speak to you truthfully with all my sincerity, which is how i came about to writing this letter. i started my journey with a single dream, even while knowing that every beginning has an end to it. from july 2017 when i joined the company, to may 2026… from being 17 to turning 26, so much has happened since then. looking back, everything passed by like a fleeting moment, but as i reflect and revisit these memories, i’m realising again just how precious those times were. i used to attend classes up till the 4th period and leave school early, then take the subway and bus and get off at the entrance of hapjeong station exit 5, and i felt so happy and excited just taking this route to the company. what kind of dances and songs would i learn today? what should i talk to the hyungs and dongsaengs about? what would it be like if i debuted? with these thoughts filled in my head, i practiced while feeling both the excitement and anxiety in every moment. eventually, the cix debut lineup was formed, the debut song was released, i was revealed to the world, i met fixs, performed on stages, and received overwhelming support… it felt like i became the most special person in the world, and i was really happy to receive so much love. i wanted to always live with a focus on just my dreams and goals, but in the process, i had to come to face the frustrations and reality upfront and i felt myself getting infinitely smaller. if it was in the past, i would’ve thought that anything was possible. but after going through many experiences, the initial aspirations i held onto slowly disappeared. but in the midst of it all, the warm support and big love i received from fixs became my motivation that helped me persist through it all. when it was decided that the team would disband, i had thoughts like: “should i just run away? should i try pursuing something else instead?” but i wanted to show many more sides of myself to fixs, and i wanted fixs to like these sides of myself and feel happiness through me, which was ultimately why i decided to pursue this route. i’m especially thankful to byounggon hyung, seunghun hyung, jinyoung hyung and yonghee hyung who received me well as the youngest. i really miss the times of us fooling around, hanging out, and performing on stage together. someday, let’s perform and hang out together just like the old times again. it’s sad that time moves so fast that i can’t fully take in and experience everything i want, but by holding onto these experiences and feelings as much as i can, i think it’s how i became the person i am today. my youth is still ongoing, and there are many sides of myself that i still want to show, but i feel too sorry to our fixs to ask of you to continue supporting my future path too. even so, for the people who have always, unwaveringly supported and loved me for who i am, i’ll do whatever i can to show a better side of myself. since i’ve chosen this path, i’ll do my best to repay you and leave no regrets for the choice I’ve made. i really had fun and felt happy promoting as CIX thus far. our fixs, you feel the same way right? i’m not going anywhere, so just as it has always been, let’s create many memories together in the future too. i really love you so much and i’m always thankful🤍 and through this letter, i wanted to take the opportunity to thank all the people who put in the effort for CIX - the executives, all the staffs, managers, and the rookie development team hyung who casted me. i really want to express my thanks to everyone. thank you so much for everything. - from CIX hyunsuk. #CIX #현석 #윤현석 #씨아이엑스

🦌💬 260429 1:30PM KST i was at my parent’s house this morning because i had some things to take care of so i’m only getting to reaching out now! 🥹 i’m sorry for being late, you must’ve been surprised seeing the news. (full translation in pic) #YONGHEE #용희 #CIX #씨아이엑스

BX CIX Fancafe Update🦖 (Full translation in pics) Hello, this is Byounggon. It honestly seems unreal that 7 years have already gone by in which I debuted and promoted in CIX as BX. Since I started since I was a trainee, (cont 1/6) #CIX #씨아이엑스 #BX #BYOUNGGON #병곤 #Fromm

260430 🐶💌 fromm #SEUNGHUN #승훈 #CIX #씨아이엑스 🐶: Maybe today might be my last Fromm. Reading all the messages you’ve left, I feel so grateful, but at the same time, I also feel a deep sense of apology. Honestly, this is a decision I’ve been thinking about for months, so I thought I’d be somewhat calm about it. But now that today is actually here, I feel much sadder than I expected. I keep thinking back to all the moments since I was in elementary school, when I just kept moving forward and doing my best. I truly believe I’ve worked harder than anyone, but I’ve come to realize that in this world, effort alone doesn’t make everything happen. Of course, there were probably areas where my effort fell short too. As you go through life, there will be moments when things don’t go the way you want. When that happens, I hope you won’t hate yourselves too much. I really hope you stay strong. Thank you so much for making me shine all this time. For a while, I think I’ll be going through a dark and difficult period, but as time passes, I believe I’ll find my place again and continue living my life, doing my best as always. I wish I could have met all of you one last time, looked at your faces, said goodbye properly, and wrapped things up that way, but I’m truly sorry that I couldn’t. I think I’ll miss you a lot, and I’ll long for you deeply. Still, I’ll keep doing my best moving forward. Lastly, I truly loved you, FIX.

260429 Seunghun's letter on his personal Instagram (@/kimseunghuni) (english translation) #SEUNGHUN #승훈 #CIX #씨아이엑스 “To FIX. It’s already been 7 years. At first, I didn’t really know what was what, I just started because I was happy to debut. And somehow, I’ve spent such a long time together with all of you… it still feels amazing. Looking back, I was really lacking in many ways. There were a lot of things I was clumsy at, a lot of mistakes, and probably moments when I didn’t meet expectations. But thanks to FIX, who believed in me until the end, supported me, and told me it was okay, I was able to slowly become a better person. Who I am today was clearly made by FIX. Since debut, for a long time, I was known as someone who really loves his fans, and the time I spent communicating with FIX truly made me happy. But at some point, I didn’t have much room in my heart, and during times when I couldn’t see clearly ahead, I don’t think I was able to approach you like I used to. If I caused disappointment to FIX who waited for me, I’m truly sorry. It’s not that my feelings for FIX became smaller, I just didn’t have the emotional space. I also want to say thank you to the company staff and all the team members who have always been by my side. Thanks to your efforts, I was able to come this far. After much deep consideration, I’ve decided to put down the title of “singer” for a while and try living a new life as an individual outside the stage. It’s not something I can say lightly, but I believe it’s a decision I really need right now. Since elementary school until now, I’ve lived singing and dancing, so honestly, this new life is scary and frightening. But still, I’ll try to live diligently in my own way. The time I spent on stage was the brightest moment of my life. And at the center of it all, there was always FIX. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for completing someone as incomplete as me. And thank you for walking through my youth together with me, FIX. Now we’ll live in our own places, but I sincerely hope that FIX will be happy. If you ever think of me sometimes, please just smile and think “He’s doing well, right?.” That’s how I’ll think of FIX too. And to Byounggon hyung, Yonghee, and Hyunsuk, who walked this 7-year journey with me until the end, I want to say thank you as well. Thank you for enduring both the happy and difficult moments together. Thank you so much for these 7 years. Because of you, I was a truly happy CIX Seunghun.

260429 🐶💌 fromm #SEUNGHUN #승훈 #CIX #씨아이엑스 🐶: I posted on my Instagram a letter I wrote after a lot of deep thought. Thank you so much, and I’m truly grateful, FIXes. As for whether the Fromm platform will continue, I haven’t heard anything either, so if I get any news, I’ll let you know right away. I’m sorry, and thank you.

260429 🐶💌 fromm #SEUNGHUN #승훈 #CIX #씨아이엑스 🐶: Fixes, you must have been really shocked hearing the news from early this morning. I thought a time like this would never come, but it ended up coming after all. I’m sorry to be the one sharing such heartbreaking news. I’ll organize my thoughts and feelings well and talk to you directly soon.

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