After that night I'm just think "am I that don't deserve it?" "Am I make anyone tired of everything About me?" "Am I so bad?".... Just thinking and feel sadly but I have take it control to feel it's not a big problems or take it seriously... I have to control, to still giving a -
U feel "deserved" sya, for anything if no one can give you a kind appreciate or say a kind word as ur self I can give this a kind things cause u "deserved"