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bea 𓉸ྀི

@beaemeye

#1 purgewhore | pls dni if you’re in recovery or sensitive lol :) | gw : 55 kg ugw : 46 kg

tw: ed, prorecov | 18 Katılım Mayıs 2021
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ bea’s updated #edtwt intro looking for more moots !! ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ 𖦹 17 (07) 𖦹 she/her 𖦹 bulimic stoner 𖦹 5’7 𖦹 pro recov ♡ / ↻ to be moots !! rts appreciated ! ᡣ𐭩˙ᵕ˙ᰔᩚ
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i have already ruined my future probs like what do i genuinely have left for me. kms kms kms kms kms
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
my girlfriend makes me want to recover though she used to be disordered and i would sob if i made her relapse she is my world you don’t even understand like. i had never ever been in love like this before.
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
been omading and drinking my cals in alcohol life is sooo okay right now
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
at work a customer said i have a beautiful figure and estimated i have a 24 inch waist she was drunk and definitely lying but i have not stopped thinking about it
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
my meds are giving me acid reflux that genuinely feels so much like bulimia acid reflux it’s triggering.
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i might cut myself or sum idk what do yall think i feel too grown for it but mmppfhg im so nothing
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i am such an inconvenience bruh
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i miss cutting myself sometimes but it makes my skin crawl to think i’ve suffered with sh for half of my life
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i can’t even explain the disgust and hatred i hold in my heart towards myself. it’s 1am and i’ll fall asleep if i drink more but also what is there to do
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i vowed not to cut myself as an adult because that’s just too damn much which is going well so far but ouh i kinda miss it
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
god i hate myself fuck why can’t i be more resilient why can’t i just get on with things when im not doing well
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
sorting the gym membership out soon hopefully so i can stop being miserable and fat idk
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
okay i’m like nawt doing good rn but i don’t feel like im doing bad enough to seek help however i am drinking at 5pm on a monday because sobriety is hard so idk what that says but yk
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
fasted all day we are so back
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
lw come back to me… lw im sorry i didn’t appreciate you more
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i need to recover from all my fucking illnesses first please bare with
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i refuse to spend another year fat genuinely 2026 WILL be my year i don’t care who says what.
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i’m sick and it’s removed my appetite may this be the jumpstart back in to my honeymoon phase i needed.
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i got fat BUT i’m 18 now so i can get a full gym membership and like go to pilates classes or sum im defo gonna look into that
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bea 𓉸ྀི
bea 𓉸ྀི@beaemeye·
i gotta stop cutting myself i turn 18 next month which means i would’ve been cutting myself for half of my life that’s fucking horrifying
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