Theo (-26kg)

About me: - wl+academia+maybe more account - Culture studies + Linguistics + Ancient History Major - mostly wl/motivation stuff, but also: ttrpgs, game design, literature, art, politics, gym Dms open anytime! Reply for moots ✨

Wanting to go on a depression walk to burn more cals and contemplate killing yourself but it's so sunny and scenic outside that it's ruining the whole mood <<<<

Junkorexxia may be the move if you think about it bc i can almost fast 24 hours easily so why can't i fast 24 hours and then eat 1200 cals of chocolate? Still a deficite

you’ve met me at a very “yeah i’m trying to work on that” time in my life

@skullmoth_xo Lowkey encouraging family is so fantastic and a real boost. My wife is the same, she's unironically proud when i do 600-800 days bc i guess she doesn't know better and it's just so peaceful not having to hide as much

my dad has been trying to lose weight for years and due to my recent lock-in & 10+kg weight loss (he doesn’t know it’s disordered) he’s been locking into fasting & omading & healthier eating n shit and its so funny explaining to him ketosis and what breaks a fast and discussing

@violetsstarving Yoo what's the stuff above the eggs? Crackers? Looks incredible

814 kcal omad! details in alt ᢉ𐭩

“if i were you, id-“ if you were me you probably would’ve blown your shit smoove off by now

Clocking in for work after spending time with my wife and feeling like she's bored of me, then hearing her on the phone with someone, presumably our mutual bestie, who's been ghosting me, within 10 minutes. Ok so basically u want me to die

My stupid baka life lunch plate. Like 370 cals

@maeniacals Can you tag me in the recipe plss

biscuit cakes with vanilla pudding & strawberries 🍓🌼 250c & 29.8p each

Was ready to lock in and go gym and instead had a psychotic breakdown or something, went home and now it's barely 1 pm and I've already eaten like 400 cals of nonsense when i know damn well ill be hungry later tonight

Ran into classmate i barely know in bathroom, moved out of the way, no holdup or anything, he gave me a look up and down, shoes to hair. After i passed him i heard "oh my god bro" wispered under his breath in a distinctly annoyed tone do i kill myself now or do i do gym first

I don't know what it is, I don't think OCD, but my constant belief I am a bad person is actually gonna make me kms at this point

i always feel the need to apologize whenever i’m going through a depressive episode that lasts for days on end or just a day , i know it’s annoying to hear i’m just miserable

Just had a dream where my wife offered me food and i chewed it and spit it out when she wasn't looking bc in the dream it was morning and I didn't wanna eat. That wasn't the main thing in the dream, it just happened anyway. Bruh.

Behold my horrible ED pizza (around 290 cal)

Ok so my day has been a nightmare and I've been so busy that if i count backwards I'm technically 19 hours into a fast.... So that means i go to 24 right??? No point in wasting the progress right??? Even tho i didn't plan to n stuff? But also I'm dizzy af :/

@liketobegolden hau raus, kanns auch noch an andere weitergeben wenn du willst

HALLOO ich erhebe jetzt daten für meine bachelorarbeit und würde mich freuen wenn ihr teilnehmt!!!! kommentiert einfach dann schicke ich euch den link 🕺🏻🌟🙏🏻🌀😁

Anyone else ever plan out their meals in their calorie tracker to see if they'll be worth? Anyway i think i am about to make the worlds most banger low cal pizza

I really struggle with super blunt non emotive people as I just constantly think they hate me.

if i die just know i died doing what i love, which is dying