kian

i love him

Realizing that you genuinely don’t fit in or belong in any of the spaces you’re in

@pinkplasm tengok macam sedap je 🤤

what the hell do u mean pistachio chocolate

@pinkplasm both cuties 🙁❤️

well i mean.. sure, i see it

@unforeseen444 you and me fr

Tht 1 oomf who cant stop talking about their ex… (me)

@unforeseen444 we living the same ass pipeline fr 💔

It’s so over 4 me I think she permanently changed how I see myself and the world around me

@unforeseen444 you are so real

Im done w going out of my way 2 clarify and explain myself a million times. gfy if u instantly assume I’m ts way 2 intentionally hurt or spite u

@xavierofEDtwt @unforeseen444 i'm still in the trenches even though the war ended months ago 🫩

@bloodcoffees @unforeseen444 Ur so real twin

i just want to move on

i know she never will but for my sake i should pretend she gained the maturity a little too late and is drowning in her own guilt of how bad she fucked me over

but honestly? i'd just feel bad for that new person if they have to go through what i did, falling for an emotionally unavailable girl who prefers her dumb set of fucking pixels over her real human partner, what a lost cause, fuck you

i will genuinely end it if she lied to me about not wanting to find someone new, but i wouldn't even be surprised, she lied about so many things, she was so so fucking immature, it'd just feel like a huge "fuck you" if she starts boasting someone new

crying over your own spilt milk ctfu none of this would have happened if you never fucking led me on and used me and somehow still got attached to me or the attention i gave you, go fuck yourself

like ohhh i'm so glad for you, you tell me about how you're punishing yourself as a last convo, and for what? you didn't even let me apologise even though i wasn't the one who should, i don't get you at all and now i never will

this was her when she told me she tried vape as our last final conversation with each other but it was also her fault?? she was the one who led me on from the start and had the audacity to get confused at why i chose to cut her off because of the grief i was going through lol

please don’t ever let me get attached to someone i am so serious it’s ruining my life