totally not omar 🛸

@ghostivyleaves TY I THOUGHT I WAS FAILING

@blryidl2 CONGRATSSSS

LMFAOOOO WHAT 😭😭😭😭

@Lylylimia lets share

Holy shit

IM NOT COMPLAINING BUT HUH. ??? I THOUGHT I WAS DOING TERRIBLE THIS SEMESTER WHY DO I KEEP ESCAPING THE CONSEQUENCES OF BEING AN AWFUL STUDENT

@wonyette always make sure you’re stretching properly before and after (static stretches post workout and moving stretches pre workout) you are more prone to injury at this weight even if you feel okay running! stay safe

@lixapr0 ty that’s so sweet

@blryidl2 that's understandable, i'm glad you reached out to them and hope you have a good time reconnecting with them today

should i even follow up w them on this

theres a scale in the basement and i cant weigh myself on it bc idk if it connects to my brothers phone or something 😭😭😭😭

@lixapr0 eh idk i feel like ultimately i do understand that it’s hard for others to see me like this and i don’t know how to say anything ab it anyways. i’ve just been feeling lonely but it’s ok

@blryidl2 do you feel comfortable bringing that up with them? or maybe just asking if they could text with you more and be there for you if you'd rather it not feel like a confrontation, part of being a good friend is being present at hard times too so i don't think it's a big ask

B2X4 tbh not a fan of most of this

@lixapr0 i decided to follow up w them and we’re heading out soon but it’s just exhausting bc they’re replying to me less and less. its so obvious that my ed makes everyone not want to see me

@blryidl2 if it's a recurring pattern idk, but maybe still follow up in case they were genuinely really busy or had a bad day? i take that kind of thing really personally and assume the worst a lot but if this is someone you care about it'd still be good to check

i know i said i would up my intake and do harm reduction or whatever but im scared and i cant and idk if i can keep much down at all

@Juno_Eatz this didn’t happen to me or anyone i know LMAO they just only rly do anything if you say “I’m gonna kill myself” or “I’m gonna kill this guy”

@blryidl2 Okay highly specific but thank you

If I'm 18 and tell a therapist I'm moderately bulimic can they tell my parents? I am dependent on them but I still have rights, right?

@bedsux worse in my experience and I developed a very extreme b/p habit of 20k+ calories eaten and puked for 9 hours at a time sometimes now my stomach is a black hole

@meowlimic generally the fridge pasta sauces (of any variety) are gonna be better than the shelf ones, i don’t even think ive had alfredo but if you dont care about the price or are pulling a 5 finger discount (me too) you may have more success with those

guys is there any jar/store bought alfredo sauce that’s actually good. i want alfredo all the time but i aint got the energy to chef it up and actually make sauce it’s hard enough gaining the motivation to boil some damn noodles

@Juno_Eatz in which case your parents would probably find out because you said you would kill someone for example and got questioned/detained by the police and thats kinda difficult to hide LOL, but they wouldn’t necessarily be notified directly

@Juno_Eatz when you’re 18 generally if you have an eating disorder they won’t tell anyone, it’s only if they think you’re putting someone (could be yourself) in immediate life threatening danger, and even then as an adult that may just include notifying emergency MH services or cops

not that i didn’t expect stomach discomfort now that i can’t control what i’m eating as much but i literally havent even started reintroducing fats or increasing my intake. what

ow ow ow ow ow why does my stomach hurt so bad holy shit. all ive had today has been some pickle slices, water, a grapefruit sparkling ice, and coffee

@ghostivyleaves @blurry_ideal I would probably lose even more independence as well, I feel like she’s stopped trusting me to take care of myself after just seeing my wl and having one conversation about it

@ghostivyleaves @blurry_ideal probably disappointment followed by trying to force me to recover on her terms. My mom loves me but at the end of the day she always thinks she’s in the right about everything and anyone who doesn’t listen to her is personally attacking her

what will i do if she finds out 🫩 i told her i was just not eating out of stress and bad time management but im scared now she’s fucking WATCHING me !