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@keyokku Vfleet go Ali-60 Faye-18 Kay-14 Civi-12 Wisky-64 Magi-41 Habu-71 Ami-35 Josie-62 Lexie-16 Lina-55 Anthony talon Eve-80 Yorki-10 Desiree-134 Kidd-661 Texa-35 Skyler-4 All based off navy ships and jets and in support and advocacy of are museum ships and jets. Amazing group

oh yeah? you like vtubers? name ten vtubers I dare you

@FAye18VT Can’t wait, my wallet is going cry

Our Rift Runners set is almost ready!!! Which card of my set are you most excited about?? 😇

@Yorki10VT Rest up, we shall be here when you return

YO YO! I hate to do this but I'm going to have to cancel stream tonight! I am feeling under the weather (I think just allergies, but it's been getting a lil worse T^T) I think an evening of rest will heal me right up for my day job & our stream tomorrow!! 💞 plz miss me!

@SakuHizashi I love when you bully me :3

What if the cure to depression was a tiny brown boi bullying you and being a brat? Yeah, it’s me~ Only costs a sprite and your tears :3

@AnthonyTalonVT But you had the strength and resolve to do so. So one last time Thank you and i look forward to the future

@AnthonyTalonVT And I wanted to once aging thank you for every thing you do. It’s not easy to put your self in front of crowd and be able to do everything you do. So thank you for being here and for being willing to open your self up and talk about your struggles. It will never be easy to do so

Hello, I’d like to share some serious heavy thoughts of mine. For a long time, I’ve been focusing solely on building myself: whether that’s my career, hobbies, vtubing, and so on, it was all things I wanted to do. I’ve made so many friends, been given so many opportunities, and had so much fun with the content I was making that I resolved to keep grinding on by myself. That bled into my personal problems: past experiences have taught me that I cannot rely on anyone but myself to solve my own problems. It’s been manageable so far, no one thing was so insurmountable that I couldn’t address it myself. But then another thing got piled on before I could address the first one. And then another. And another. Things from within and around my life came up so fast and frequent to where it became too much to bear on my own. I needed help: just someone to talk to. But things got so heavy that when I looked at who I could talk to, I found that there was no one I felt I can share this burden with. Like everything I’ve done up to that point: I was by myself. In my strive to make something of myself, I drove myself into isolation from the deep connections I’ve had with my friends, both old and new. It’s ironic: I know so many cool and amazing people, so how can I feel so alone? The time I spent with each and every one of them has been amongst the best in my life, so why did I not feel I could reach out to them? Because I hid it all away and let things fester to a point where it became overwhelming. Such a burden would be too much to share with any of the new amazing people I’ve come to call my friends, and I’ve spent so little time with my old friends that it would be unfair to suddenly approach them with such a big ask after so long. I made the assumption that people would be too preoccupied with their own struggles to care about me anyway. I viewed myself as a bad friend, only reaching out to others when they were needed. I fell down a spiral that led me to a terribly dark place and resulted in some very terrifying thoughts… However: Since then, I’ve had some time to actually connect with some friends: just talking to them after our scheduled dnd session. This is the point where I finally realized what I’ve been missing: having fun with the people I care about, for the sake of having fun. No content goals. No opportunity cost. No grinding - Just being together: not by myself. And the joy I felt from just talking to them, I can’t believe I let this fall by the wayside! Every interaction I’ve had with everyone since even before I started this content journey: the games, the conventions, the streams, the collabs, hell even the short twitter replies - the time spent with the people I care about is what I cherished most. And I was depriving myself of that - willfully and foolishly closing myself off from the things that actually make me happy. So I want to rebalance my life: continue to take opportunities and put in work to grow, but also allow myself to ask for company. Give myself the opportunity to cherish the people I care about: friends old and new; people I’ve just met, have always known, and have yet to meet; people watching me and talking to me on stream and online. I’m not entitled to anyone’s time, so the fact that any of it is spent on me carries great significance. Your time is precious to me, and I am forever grateful that you’re willing to spend it with me. To everyone in my life, no matter how big or small a role you play in it: your presence fills me with great joy, it empowers me to keep going, it gives purpose to my life. So I don’t want to continue on this journey alone, I want to do it with all of you. We push each other forward, we help each other up, we share our pain and our victories. We give each other the strength and courage to be the best version of ourselves. Friends, colleagues, chatters: I love you all. Let’s all get to where we want to go, together.

@Ali60VT Rest up Ali, we shall see you on the marrow

❌STREAM CANCELED❌ Im so incredibly sorry to do this, especially as i was doing better from my con ick, im not sure where this rush of nausea came from but i rather not risk straining myself and feel worse. Hopefully tomorrow is better day so I can sing for you guys ❤️

@Yorki10VT Uber cute

I have been very tired lately with all my travel & work, but I hope you all still think Yorki is super cute!!

@CiViVT, sorry I missed stream. It is a honor to be able to have my coin added to your grandpas collection. And I thank him for his service.

@chefsevenn A KitKat kill team is on its way

What’s your first thought when you see this fridge?

@ogar_gideon @VHSDVDBLURAY4K That is pizza time guy for when it’s pizza time at Tony’s funeral

@VHSDVDBLURAY4K I’m more concerned on who this guy is and how he got invited??

So I’m rewatching Avengers: Endgame and who TF is this guy ?

@Texa35VT All good Texa, we shall be here when you are :3

Sorry to do this, but there's just a lot going on that I need deal with at the moment. I hate that I keep having to move things around, but I'll need to postpone Red Dead to Thursday, same time. I swear I'm not a hot mess all the time. 😭

@Skyler4VT Stay safe, and sending you all the luck I can that this will be solved quickly.

Hello everyone. Sad skyler update. Due to a dispute w my landlord in aus, i am now homeless and living out of a hotel. Im searching for new accommodations, but im really stressed rn (had to move out in one day).

@Eve80VT Guys I may have tactical acquired 12T of KitKats and am now being hunted down by a KitKat kill team

@Skyler4VT You got this we believe in you :3

sorri everywan… skyler has 3 ESSAYS DUE IN ONE WEEK she is currently triple Ds: dead, dying, decomposing!!!!!! But i have some exciting stuff coming soon. Like a big boy collab! Woah! Tomorrow! WOWEE!! May not be able to stream 3 times this week but ill do my bestest! o7

@AnthonyTalonVT This is me lol

Bro it’s called being and efficient use of resources 😤

@Kidd661VT I’m a little surprised lol

… ok but listen—

@Ali60VT I’m a little surprised

A-… •_•,

@Kidd661VT Much love to are screaming destroyer 🖤🖤

I need to land for a bit, but thank you guys so so much for today. Sorry for getting so emotional on stream, but I warned you all early on, I cry alot HAHAH ;; Scallywag love!! 🖤🖤