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my rice had bugs in it so nevermind. protein shake and boiled eggs it is

no food sounds that good I wish I could just eat whatever would let me sleep for 12 hours but since I can’t predict that I’ll just make rice and soft boiled eggs at home to save money..

I only slept four hours last night bro

a deficit is really easy right now and I think it is because im actually having electrolytes

anyways my goal for the rest of may is to lose 2 lbs and be <95 lbs on the scale

this makes sense though because the scale didnt move for weeks when i was the most locked in

the fact that i binged and the math says I must’ve gained like 2 lbs but im the same weight as when i last weighed in meaning i weighed much less than i thought. dont think about it dont think about it

96.4 lbs naked this morning

having trouble breathing

POKE BOWL

-eat at home and buy a dress instead 👀👀👀👀👀

kicking my feet thinking about what i will eat tomorrow

spaghetti and garlic bread

when people say a food is filling i feel like theyre describing a biological feature i was born without

may 16: fasted setting a timer for 21 hours, im allowed to omad 1000 calories then.

may 15: 300 calories

may 13: fasted may 14: 800 calories my goal is 800 calories today, at 4-5am may 15, unpinning in 20 hours when i can eat it

this was such a fun day. i want to do this again!

crazy how i made this and it got zero likes …

@bonribbons some people just dont like food that much

my irl is bmi 15 and claims not to be disordered, also has barely any knowledge (or pretends not to) on eating disorders in general. she also eats high cal snacks pretty much every time we’re talking, but she 100% looks severely underweight. how tf is this possible

sometimes i hold off on drinking my electrolytes for as long as possible to test my willpower because i know it’ll be instant relief as soon as i do