I dont want to get old. Ive never been one to have existential crisis over age or anything like that but if i could die at age 55 or less that be great.
Honestly once you accept the fact that the minute you are born you will get thrown into uncomfortable places and situations you begin to execute life differently. We were never meant to be “comfortable” thats the whole point.
The amount of ppl that i met that are obsessed with “control” and are willing to do w.e. To keep the “control” is sad. When will ppl realize the moment you accept that you there is no control and what you are chasing is just imaginary. You will grow. In the mean time. Suffer ig.
Lately ive been having end of the world type dreams. And idk if its a inner thing. Or what’s happening around the world rn. But atm. “Peace” is holding on by a thread.