I'm proud of who I am now and what I've overcome. Yet I don't think I'll ever stop despising myself for everything I destroyed before I reached this point.
so many regrets and all I can do is keep walking forward, it becomes so hard to do sometimes. so hard.
gotta keep walking.
Getting world's first in Destiny 2's Day 1 Edge of Fate Raid Race (Definitely didn't form a random raid group yesterday ᵢ ₔₒₙₜ ₑᵥₑₙ ₖₙₒᵥᵥ ᵥᵥₕₒ ᵢₛ ₒₙ ₜₕₑ ₜₑₐₘ ) twitch.tv/mrfruit
Gotta keep pushing. Sometimes I find it so hard to tell myself that I’m worth putting in the effort for. “You’ve already lost so much what’s the point”
The point is to be better. The point is to be the man I know I truly am. The point is to make up for the damage I’ve done.
Little Joey life update for those keeping track:
I’ve taken a step back from content to 100% focus on myself and it’s been going really well!
I’ve been spending a lot of time with friends, today marks my first day back at the gym and my 4th week sober(?) from porn.
Cont.