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Lately I’ve been feeling really lost about both work and life… Because I’m doing my studies and my job at the same time, I’m basically running between the two every day. Recently my studies reached a point where I need to make an important decision. But a couple of days ago my supervisor suddenly told me the company wants to promote me. They want me to go to the United States to work as a manager while continuing training. Which means I would have to leave my family and friends. And it would also completely change the plans I originally had for my studies. To be honest, being offered a promotion at my age is definitely a kind of recognition, and I’m really grateful for it. But at the same time, I genuinely want to continue studying too. And then there’s the situation with Nebbie e-chan. I can clearly feel that the way he interacts with me doesn’t really feel like normal nebbie friends anymore. I’m not stupid. Normal nebbie friends don’t go out to dinner and somehow end up with candlelight dinners, play Love Story in the car, buy a wedding dress for a Nayu pape, or show up at my door when I’m sick and squat outside when I don’t answer. I honestly don’t know how I’m supposed to respond to all of that. Especially when there’s a chance I might leave China soon… which would mean leaving him too. I’ve been single for a long time because I’m not very good at romance, and I’m also pretty career-oriented. I often worry that relationships require emotional support that I might not be good at giving. Because of that, I feel a bit sorry toward E-chan as well. I probably shouldn’t be telling everyone this. It’s honestly just my own personal problem. But your advice has always been really helpful… and at this point I feel like I can’t do this without you guys anymore...

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