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sophie
@buttonpilled
nineteen | sw: 157.5lbs cw: 134.8lbs gw: 130lbs ugw: 105lbs
👩❤️💋👩 Katılım Şubat 2026
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i try and try then binge then wait to reach the point where i go back and restart it all. i have no discipline and i KNOW that. why cant my head get it too. “its a mental disorder!!” yes i know and if i could id run far away from it but thats the thing! im still here!!!
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i seriously need to learn to control myself when im stressed bcoz its 11:25 and my final paper is due 11:59 and my groupmates are STILL working on their part and im stressed i ended up bingeing AGAIN when i was lowk just chilling for the rest of the day omfg im actually gonna kms
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@sofia_cals ugh ily u are so real i agree with u. also my brother is 30 smth years old he is WAYYY older than me to be doing ts 😭 a lot of my binges came from feeling overwhelmed with my brother but reading ur reply reallyyyy puts me in a better headspace, i fr gotta remember ur response!!!
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@buttonpilled genuinely he is not even being concerned about you but straight up sabotaging you and entering in a competition with you, i wish people were more informed about the consequences of their childish antics on mentally ill people who have asked for NOTHING
so sorry soph 💚
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bruh why do i even get surprised when he says the cals of whatever im eating, he literally did it AGAIN. genuinely fuck him. at least i alr knew my salad wrap was 604cals but ugh no one Askedddd
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always inviting me out to eat, saying he misses seeing me eat, bitch u say all that yet announce the calories of every fucking thing we eat, mention and send pics of ur wl and asking which version of him looks better, how r u gonna say ts when u trigger me every time im with u
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@buttonpilled I'm very lucky to have an extremely supportive mom, she talked about buying me vitamins specifically for it or oil and everything it helped a lot mentally
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and to the hairdresser i paid 95€ for special curls treatment, congrats, you just detroyed the last thing I genuinely liked about my appearance.
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@sofia_cals its okay i hope ur hair grows to ur desired length ASAPPP
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@buttonpilled it's okay it will regrow eventually (i cried my eyes out) and now that i washed it it looms very cute but it's just shorter than i like so I'm a bit saddened 😅
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saying this bcoz i feel like i just need to binge it out until i get so so disgusted by myself and food again. is this what my life will be like for the next 2 weeks until i have my summer classes… i REBUKE ts bruh. i dont wanna fall deep into an actual binge cycle again
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@buttonpilled id make fun of him for being so shit at dieting as a guy that he has to compete with girls bc we biologically have a lower maintenance, less muscles, and less height. like lil bro pick on someone ur own size ❤️
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im a liar i think im just gonna make a new accountability thread AFTER my trip bcoz idw have to do all that during my short vacation
sophie@buttonpilled
running this backkkk i binged for 2 days and broke 34 days binge free but im gonna go back on track
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@buttonpilled awh angel! that’s so much stress!!! i’m so sorry angel. i am so fucking proud of you for getting through it!!! you’ve got this!!! ♡
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i wanna binge again today bcoz im stressed and my grpmates barely worked on our final paper that is due TODAY anddd i have a math quiz later as well but i wont. instead ill just focus on what i need to get done today and im also having a salad wrap for lunch so i wanna feel clean
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@buttonpilled you’ve got this bby!!! please be kind to yourself and i hope the quiz goes well!!!! ♡
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