Erica marie 💞😘👛

If anyone from my real Life finds this account, this isn’t really me, it’s my evil twin. But yeah follow me 🥰♥️

I got home from the psych ward after I almost died and I wished I had once Id returned to that environment. Safe haven shelter saved me

After publicly slandering me on social media, despite knowing I have recordings of him screaming and police reports from a neighbor who heard it, ex told his lawyer (and me) not to post, though he posted freely himself. Speaking the truth isn’t illegal. I’ll stay silenced I guess

@DasBeardGaming I cannot block you on messenger, but I responded to you there via voice message as I wanted to express gratitude for the friendship that we did have and wish you the best. I won’t be opening that thread as I feel a lot of pain surrounding this. I wish you the best

@DasBeardGaming I knew that I would no longer have you as a friend and that made me really sad because I really did love you and I still do and I do wish you the best but I’m gonna have to block you for my own peace seeing as this is the way it’s going to be. I really wish you well.

@buyericastuff The projection is off the charts. You brand yourself a victim but operate with pure manipulation and malice, twisting every situation to suit your narrative, only to snarl when confronted and pretend you’re the one being wronged.

I haven’t even been on here, but it’s come to my attention that my ex is publicly sharing his version of events. It’s gross, and I’ve kept quiet about what’s really happening. But I feel the need to speak up, so here are the facts. I’m tired of being silent.

@DasBeardGaming for a really long time too, and he’s been excellent to you. I’m so glad that he’s a good friend to you and that you believe he’s a good person. I really am. But please just leave me be I literally can’t walk anymore and I know you don’t feel bad or care, but I just can’t do this

@DasBeardGaming You don’t just go to a domestic violence shelter for no reason from a Social worker. I literally almost died and I tried to kill myself. I’m begging you to please leave me alone and stay out of this. I don’t blame you because I thought he was a great person

@DasBeardGaming James, I love you as a person, but I really need you to stay out of this. You also told me someone else was lying about being abused years ago that you were best friends with so he couldn’t possibly have done anything that he actually did. I have all of the documentation to prove

I wish I was allowed to be soft. Like being treated with care, grace and understanding. Not being expected to be strong and endure things alone all the time. To be loved loudly and truly supported without having to give anything in return. To be valued and seen for who I am.

"So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

This chapter has been painful, but I’m moving forward. My voice matters, and so does the healing I choose every day. Thanks for reading if you did.

Sharing this isn’t easy, but silence protects abusers. I deserve peace, safety, and love, and that’s the life I’m building now. I’m not asking for pity, only for my story to be heard as it is. The facts matter, and so does finally speaking them out loud.