trsh🌙

마크야 어깨펴 니뒤에 맠프있다

260322-8 #NCTDREAM Rainbow 책갈피 ✶ youtu.be/5FqqSjRwY1M

7드림이 지금까지 함께했던 추억과 청춘이 있었기에 지금의 나도 있었던거 같아•• 드림이들의 추억과 청춘에 함께 하게 해줘서 고마워

정말 마지막인사...였어

Graduation #지성 #JISUNG ‘끝났음에 아쉬워하지 말고 있었음에 감사하도록 하겠습니다‘

260406 🐯💬 UPDATE “y/n hello i really wanted to tell y/n directly myself first but it wasn’t something that i could do just purely based on my own emotions alone so.. you were really shocked weren’t youㅠ?”

a letter a fan wrote to mark on weverse; it's so beautiful i want everyone to read it too 🌊⛵️ "I thought we were currently enjoying a very pleasant voyage, why did I never think that you might want to swim? Did i get too comfortable with our stable voyage? You have always wanted to jump into the ocean, Did I hold onto you for too long? Perhaps, maybe I’ve actually know for a while About how you’ll go away to swim one day About how you’ll go away to search for that new place I thought; one day if the day comes, i will definitely support you with a smile But now facing it directly, turns out it kinda feels a little bit bitter, a little bit of a bummer But still, I will respect and support you choice, and your journey. Because from the moment I put myself into the voyage you’re in, I promised I would But, I cant help but worry I know I won’t dare to stop you from jumping into the sea, but, The sea is very vast, very deep, very cold, very dark All I can think about is the sea swallowing you, while you're still looking for a chance As you go, your legs will give up, you will slowly gasping for air, your body will feel numb all over But with the oxygen tank on your back, if you endure it all, you’ll be able to swim even to the depth of the ocean And there, you’ll get to experience lots of new things, make a lot of new friends On the way to that new place; you’re going to learn on your own about things I couldn’t give you in our boat I know I am not good enough of a person, I don’t have any confidence to swim with you, I can’t help to send the sea to sleep [to calm it down] to make you swim comfortably Thats why, I’ll be an island. So when you swim and you get tired, I’ll let you stop by to catch a breath. I don’t mean to say to come back to this island forever I just want to be there, to be one of the many islands that you’ll meet on your way to find that new place Maybe it’s a greed of mine; we might won’t see each other for quite a while, who knows But even if that’s the case, I want to protect you in a way I don't think the concept of “forever” will always stay in one shape Didn’t we say to be together forever? Don’t ever think you’re alone in your journey. Of course the one who will be swimming is you; but I’ll keep the concept of 'forever’ with you in any form That said, please promise me too That you won’t push yourself too hard, that you will be careful When the day comes when you finally reach that new place, promise me that you’ll invite me Mark, Minhyung. Can I even finish the journey I’m on without you? To be really honest, I’m a little bit scared. What if I lose you to the sea? What if you lose yourself to the sea? What if you meet a massive thunder or a big wave? The list of worry keeps on growing, The moment you’re going down the deck, I’m scared, the fact you’re dissapearing from my side But even so, Because I am your island. We don’t know how hard and difficult your journey might be I wish for it to be safe and sound. 🌊⛵️

you were bigger than the whole sky🌌

260404 #HAECHAN #해찬 instagram live 🐻: i think I’ve been spending my time thinking about what’s next. i have been resting, but I’ve also been taking vocal lessons, and i have been preparing for the next album comeback.. just constantly thinking about the future. because of that, i figured you might be worried, so i thought it’d be better to come and talk to you face-to-face like this. i also wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings. first of all, thank you so much to everyone who’s been worried about me. it's been really been over 10 years, right? if i am being exact, since i was 14… it’s been more than 13 years now. so yeah, it’s been 13 years. during those 13 years with mark hyung, i relied on him so much. i learned so much from him. whenever i was shaken, he held me together. honestly, other than during concerts, i have almost never seen him cry but there were times he called me while crying. to me, he was more than just a member… he was truly like a real older brother. in his family, he’s the youngest, and I’m the oldest in mine, but to me, he was my hyung. really. more than any other “hyung,” he felt like a real one to me. so after spending 13 years together, i depended on him a lot. i think that’s why many of you are even more worried, because you know that too. thank you so, so much. as soon as the article came out, i sent Mark hyung a long message. i told him: everyone knows how hard he worked while living as part of nct. all of that will surely become meaningful steps on the path he’s going to walk. and at the same time, everything he’s done in nct will also become good steps for nct's future path. so i told him to work hard in a way that he won’t regret the choice he made. now that i am the only one doing two teams, of course i feel sad and worried too. but all the things i built up while working with him… how should i even describe it? the energy and strength I gained from being with him are still with me. so now, i have become someone who can walk forward even without him. of course, even if he hadn’t been there from the start, i might have still made it this far… but i don’t think that path would have been easy alone. still, because he was there, he gave me comfort, strength, and support. an all of that has built up into the strength that allows me to keep going now. that is something ireally wanted to tell all of you, that you don’t have to worry too much. mark hyung wasn’t my only pillar of support. i have the other members too, and i have czennies who support me. so i am not scared. i am not worried. i don’t know yet what choices or decisions i will make in the future, but no matter what, the 10 years i have walked and the many people who’ve been by my side will continue to be with me. so i am not afraid. and when it comes to Mark hyung’s decision… i know his personality well. i know he must have thought about it deeply. he probably went through a lot of stress and pain while making that choice. of course, we can’t say whether that decision was right or wrong… but i do feel a bit regretful about the way it was delivered to you all. i knew about it at the time too… but honestly, there was nothing the members could do. it was such a helpless moment, we really couldn’t do anything except feel frustrated and cry. that part is still really frustrating. but still, thank you all so much. and going forward… i hope you’ll continue to stay with us like you are now.

260405 | Article #MARK "Combining NCT, NCT 127, NCT DREAM, SuperM, and his solo activities, he has released over 50 albums. By simple calculation, this amounts to nearly five comebacks per year." "Despite this, Mark did not crumble and proved himself. In particular, he transformed rap, which was pointed out as a weakness in SM, into a strength, establishing himself as an all-rounder equipped with both rapping and performance skills. His decision to take on Mnet's High School Rapper in 2017 and reach the finals is in the same vein." "At the time, while simultaneously promoting NCT 127 Limitless and NCT Dream My First Love, he completed the stage without a single lyrical mistake or wavering. Ultimately, it was a result built on skill." 🥹💙

i keep going back and forth between "i'm so happy mark is free now" and "but what is nct without mark lee"

journey mercies 🩵

이번 앙콘 컨페티 터질때 무심코 올려봤던 장면이 너무 이뻐서 사진으로 남겨뒀는데 덕분에 그때가 오래오래 기억될 것 같아서 마음이 조금 좋아짐

아 어떡해 나 눈물이 멈추질 않아

포에버 칠드림 드림이 되어줘서 정말 고마워요..💚 #엔시티드림 #NCTDREAM

mark being all teary-eyed & singing his dear dream final verse with 7dream for the very last time at tds4 encore finale concert..my heart is breaking all over again 😭

anong pauso niyo

"...and to the younger ones who see me as a leader, i want to say thank you again, so, so much." 🫂💙

this song hits more hard now 😭😭😭

don’t talk to me rn 😭😭😭