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@imageryofyou dont know where to start

@byo3te whats weong

IVE BEEN SAD ASF SINCE I WOKE UP OMFG

my mom grew up having to figure shit out by herself. So now she expects me to figure shit out myself bc by her logic, if she didn’t have the support growing up, why should we?

saw this writing on tt and wanted to quote one of the slides i resonated w :p

I can never seem to figure out if i act the way i do out of fear of being judged or if i’ve gone entirely past the point of creating a fabricated version of myself to present to others that never existed in the first place and will never come back from?

but it might also just be my mega fear of being perceived by others

im very picky w who I let into my life fully, and who I show myself to. So if u called me boring, its probably bc I didnt feel safe enough to show vulnerability,

ive been called boring and no personality having add by ppl. but what i dont understand and realized is that a lot of ppl dont wanna put in the work and effort into learning about someone.

how I looked at my screen seeing all those tweets from last night

imma probably delete all those tweets by tmr morning but well see😭😭😭😭😭

understand where im coming from, and take time into reading what i said

again I might be talking straight outta my ass😭 and be DRUNK ASFFF. but i just felt like tweeting alm this cuz this is my safe space. private or not, i do think that sharing these thoughts will at least would reach out to one person, who would read it all and

we dont outgrow our younger selves but we just grow around the experiences we faced. We find what helps us survive and thats the suffocating part. I’ve felt lonely and misunderstood most of my life, but truth is that we hold onto that naive part of us that once was.