Lyra ⋆ ★ 3 days binge free

·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙ #edtwt ✩ intro *̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ ✯ 20 .•*•.•*•. bpd,ednos,audhd ✯ ✯ cw 255 ੈ✩‧₊˚ gw1 200 ✯ ♡ to be moots ₊ ⊹ ifb

got my message i can sleep, i have his text tone as a sound no other notifications will make and every time i hear that sound i get so happy, anyway time to get high and drift off to my harry potter audiobook. goodnight edtwt ! * •

my alarm goes off at 5am and im just sat here waiting for my boyfriend to say goodnight back

i find the feeling of being normal full and not like overly stuffed full, ive eaten two balanced meals today under 1000cals and i feel satisfied, i dont understand my compulsive need to keep eating and eating and eating. going to bed and not being uncomfortably bloated is so good

not as appetising today but still tasted good - 475 cals 31g protein

@cleoboros its literally just 2 scrambled eggs, 1/2 an avocado, 5 cherry tomatoes chopped up and then a about 15g of crumbled feta and a bit of chilli flakes on top!!

@c0rpsebutt3rfly Ofc ! Lowkey drop the recipe oomfie 🙏

breakfast - 346 cals 15g protein

trying to work up the courage to take my ‘before pics’ cause i know ill regret not having anything to compare myself to but taking pictures of myself grosses me out too much 🥲

@cleoboros tysmm!!

@c0rpsebutt3rfly This looks so good omg !

the process of cooking is sm fun

Food is not my dopamine Food is not my dopamine Food is not my dopamine Food is not my dopamine

go on a major diet

dinner - 600 cals 36g protein

thing is for me theres either all in honeymoon phase restricting or daily binging. i need to lose this weight i am genuinely just getting bigger and bigger wven if i pretend to be healthy

what does my boyfriend see in me

HAHAHAHAHHAHA ITS SO BAD KMN OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG i knew it was going to be high by oh my gawd. also why weight slightly high???? u fucking kidding

putting out the cookies at work while 23 hours into a fast is risky

found a ball and tested the floor of my bathroom to find a completely flat bit, an succeeded🎉. my mum would judge me for weighing myself though so ill be waking up at like 6am every morning to weigh myself! anyways i shall buy a scale when im paid mid next month 😆

the only two rooms in my house without carpet have sloping floors so theres nowhere for me to safely weigh myself, edtwt any ideas? ive been thinking of tracking measurements instead but id really prefer to know my weight