@jandnb15559 idk shes not mean at all but i think she might have bpd or maybe some kind of mental health issues because she gets rly bad mood swings but she never says anything mean she just gets like.. distant? when shes upset and then i panic
@calic0kitty omg that was so me, but the reason i felt like that was bc i wanted her approval so bad and also she was just a mean person overall, but bc we were so close i kinda just let it go over my head, including when she’d be passively rude to me😭 not friends w her anymore tho
i have never been felt obsessive over a female friend before
its conflicting
i dont want to date her
i dont want to become her
but i do want to always spend time with her no matter what
and for her to always be by my side
and even if she hurts me its okay bc its her
@jandnb15559 she hasnt done anything bad to me but i constantly feel like if i do something even slightly wrong then she will hate me forever so it feels hard i dont know
@calic0kitty don’t let things slides if she hurts u! it will cause way more issues in the long run and u would probs end up not being friends anymore bc of that
not on twt much anymore
i dont rly feel that much of a need to look at ed media
honestly i think i am actually sick at this point
i think i am going to be hospitalized soon
my mom knows abt my ed
everyone knows abt my ed
its not just this secret wl plan
i mean it never rly was