scarlet

i might actually have to commit if i can't get away from this fuckass number

going to weigh myself in a few hours and get back to tracking my weight/food.. if i can't control school i can at least control my weight

i'll never switch up on my day ones as soon as i get skinny.. that is if that ever happens

@immentallmao at least it's only a couple hundred over :(

@caloricouture I just can't seem to get rid of that red and it's making me angry....

I'm going to scream

trying to convince myself i like my body when ik damn well i refuse to live with this shit

@immentallmao i'm putting you in my pocket and carrying you w me 24/7

@caloricouture MEEEE

i wish i had friends that actually enjoyed yapping with me

sortaasa kindaaaa wanna make a pinned

i need a blunt and -30 pounds asap

do i go ahead and deactivate all my socials except for twitter again? i need to lock the fuck back in 😛 bed is beating my ass

certainly feels like it

@choiminhodiet ts looks so bomb omg

Dinner ok?

@immentallmao OH MY GOSH NOT YOU TOO LOVE :(( ts gotta be scarier than my nightmares

@caloricouture I keep avoiding it...

haven't weighed myself in a month i'm horrified

guys i keep fucking shit up relationship wise, i think the avoidants ive been going for have got to me. like if thats the case could i at least have a good relationship with food?

10 lbs down since my relapse so yay but i keep thinking about liz from ive and its driving me insane

don't play w me rn...

scrolling through hinge and instead of potential friends i find damn th!nspo..

IM FUCKING SOBBING