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⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀@catkals_ ⠀ `· . Mykola ﹒ 21ꜝ ⠀⠀✚ ₊⠀FR/ENG ₊ Restrictive with a bit of purging₊ chronic insomniac (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ₊ in the process of being diagnosed w/ a lot lol ₊ NSFW accounts DNI!!!! #edtwt #shtwt #promotwt #venttwt

@Blurrymirage i def should...

@catkals_ Oh i dont think thats normal, you should talk to a doctor about it

my veins are so visible on my hands, why ? they're not usually that... blue/green

@Blurrymirage It can get painful sometimes, like my fingers skin are hyper tight when i close my hands

@catkals_ Ohh i think thats normal if you're in hot weather or hot bath, it becomes a problem if along with swelling its also painfull.

our dog was doing better with being hyper annoying and aggressive when we leave, i guess it was just temporary

i'm going to lose my childhood dog, i'm certain now

i think its the end for my dog he tried to bite my dad again because he saw us getting ready to leave, but like he refused to let go of his shoe without my dad's shoes, he would have been gone to the hospital... My dad said "its over" so i think hes done trying...

@Blurrymirage It was after a day out, was outside all day in the sun (was too fucking hot, summer's gonna be insufferable) But usually i can barely see the colours of my veins, that's why i got surprised + i tend to "swell" ??

@catkals_ It looks fine, sometimes veins get more visible after lifting something heavy or using your arm muscles in general, weight loss can also be a reason

i didn't take another blister of anxiety meds with me... i take 4 a day took one earlier..

took my meds way earlier i hope it wont do things weird

IT DOESN'T EVEN SHOW it shows better on pic on my right hand tho, but its the same on the left

didn't put the pic like an idiot

for some reasons I can't transfer myself money, meaning that i cant even drink a coffee at break

@decomposedpussy i have an app with the psychiatrist in two weeks, i'll mention that it still doesn't work so maybe she can increase the dose of the pill itself!

taking 4 of 0.25 alprazolam daily instead of 3 bc i have more than enough, and yet it doesn't do shit

I'm only prescribed 2 daily initially, the 3 is the new prescription

@Blurrymirage sniff sniff

Sniff sniff

was told to ask for help when the machine messes up, but i feel so stupid to ask for help when it messes up

@Ibloominspring i take them after eating lunch

@catkals_ If you aren’t taking them with food 100%, they are known for causing an increase in hunger so you have to eat at least 30 minutes before every dose.

is it normal anti depressants makes you get nauseous but painfully? and a dull pain?

i was told by multiple ppl (doctors) to see a psychologist, but i'm freaking out about it ik i'll shut down and wont be able to speak... I'll just waste their time

i follow a ytber and qhe's the ONLY one i saw with the same ankles as me I feel so seen when she films full body