chlo 🦋

Living in your parents' house is free but you pay for it with your mental health

i hate yelling. i hate getting out of character. i hate arguing. i hate being mad. i hate everything that makes me negative.

How it feels living in a household where one persons mood determines the mood for the whole house.

I want to be chosen in a very obvious and obsessed way

Being forced to lock in when all I want to do is dilly dally

i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore

Porn has rotted your brain so much you call women 'vanilla' for not wanting to be hit in the bedroom. Porn has rotted your brain so much you think a normal looking v4gina is 'disgusting'. Porn has rotted your brain so much you think all boobs are supposed to be symmetrical and perky. POrn has rotted your brain so much you think all nipples have to be "the size of a penny. Porn has rotted your brain so much you think a flat stomach is the standard. Porn has rotted your brain so much you think calling women derogatory names in the bedroom is sexy. Porn has rotted your brain so much you think s3x has to be crazy and rough to be enjoyable.

The craziest thing about being an adult is that you can go through the most traumatic night of your life and still have to go to work the next day

Me refusing to sleep because i didn't get enough time to feel like human after work

“Are you free after work?” Me after work:

i have like ... a huge fear of bothering people.. i hate feeling like a burden or unwanted or anything like that

Me trying to convince myself that soon everything is going to be better and I won’t feel like this anymore

“fuck this job” *goes to work*

i cannot wait to financially afford who i really am