Ji 🩶 하지연

🩶 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙄 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙩’𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 🩶 (𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎)

If people dragged me down for weighting too much I promise you I’d start losing at a crazy speed

I felt really good at weight of 47 kg why did I have to gain

I don’t know how much longer I can keep it up i feel like I’ll eventually relapse, I hate my current body

Nah just kidding but

Thank god alcohol has calories and weed is expensive cuz id be an addict

It’s been so much time since I last felt fat. But I do now. It might be bc of kpop idols but maybe I simply gained too much weight

Well I am at my target weight which seemed so far away from me few years ago .. I like my body but looking at all them skinny girls triggers me sm I don’t even want to count my bmi

All the kpop girls losing weight triggers me sm I feel like I should do that too

It’s funny how I gained almost 3kgs in 3 days

I didn’t get my period this month

Guys I actually fw this shit

GUYS SUMMER FRUITS SEASON IS STARTING

Idk if this pasta is actually super good or it tasted like that to me bc I was st4rved but either way ..

Excuse me if I’m sometimes inactive but I barely have time to eat or sleep.. weekends coming and mines pretty packed anyway but ig I’ll at least be able to add several tweets?

And I watch calories much more than people at healthy weight

My overweight friend is allowed to say shit like “oh I saved calories to eat this” and I’m not and I find that super frustrating. Everybody would be like “oh ur skinny don’t worry about it”. Like yeah I’m skinny because I DO worry about it. I’m maintaining this weight on purpose

A thing abt me is I’ll never have something sugary if there’s sugar free/zero calorie option. Like why would u do that?? Esp people with healthy weights/overweight, why do u do that I just don’t get it

I’m so exhausted, daily work, studies, doing my steps, it all makes me … exhausted

@ananotcute I think people perceive this as too skinny already

@ruscvre When I was at 13 it was difficult to function normally but I lived somehow idk

those who have extremely low bmi how do u guys actually function? is it not really hard to breathe? Bc of muscle loss? Are u not in pain all the time? my bmi isnt even low and i feel like dying with all the symptoms