jasper

Im really at peak loneliness i deserve this

My lifes going to be really lonely and quiet now,

It's over i have no one im at rock bottom and now their together

He’s going no contact with me and already is with another man

God all I want to know is how he’s feeling and he won’t talk to me at all

I’m loosing weight on accident because I don’t have an appetite anymore it’s not even my ed

:C

Please I promise I’ll be better

My breathing is weird again I hate this so much

I’m so tired and sad

I’m still awake I go to school in 2 hours I still feel hopeless I don’t want to go or even get out of bed

@bellesdiet @schizobin I want to believe you but I feel like you’d be dying from withdrawals right now

i was drunk for 2 months straight & this is the only thing i posted

So pathetic I be imagining he holding me and combing through my hair with my own damn hand

I wonder how I would be doing right now if we stayed together

Still depressed out of my mind more then I’ve ever been in my life but how are you

I’ve been up crying since 2 I can’t sleep

I wasn’t lying

God please I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do please

I wish you weren’t lying :C

I wish I was in summer again we were so happy together