Nimi🪼-2,3/15

Unpinning at bmi 17s

It’s 17:26 so I don’t want to jinx myself. But i’ve had my first day free of both bingeing and purging or thoughts of doing it for the first time in weeks. And it’s such a relief. I know the thoughts/actions will probably come back tomorrow but it’s nice to have a day without it.

Like I’m just a mentally ill/suicidal teenage girl. I should not be the one to take shit from people. Cowards, the whole lot who tried to pull me down. Literally going after a child. You can’t stoop much lower than that.

People are so heartless loll. I’ve tried to commit a bunch of times and have been very close to succeeding. But I haven’t, that why I asked what it would take. Now I’m being called an idiot and attention whore. People really need to use their anger on the right people. Not me lol

Okay maybe I should try hanging myself then? #shedtwt #988twt #suicidetwt

Would I die if I jumped from here? It’s on the fifth floor, like 15 meters high. #shedtwt #suicidetwt #988twt

I think I’m gonna take my life. Not now, but I’m like the coming month. I’m a burden to everyone, and I’ll never do anything good. I’ll jump from the roof od my apartment complex. It’s only like 5,5 stories, but hopefully it’ll work.

Mfs be like just got a haircut is this too bodychecky to post on insta 🥺🥺

@vodkaacals Omg i thought it was for the whole thing. I was so confused cause that wouldn’t even have been bad. But per serving?? Fuck no

600CALS!??!??? No way in hell I’m eating ts 😭

I’ve put up some handmade crocheted things on Vinted. I really need money rn loll. I anyone’s interested I’d be very happy :) #edtwt My Vinted 👇🏻 vinted.se/member/2238557…

Biggest BMI high 18s in history🫩 #edtwtㅤ

tbh multiswiping is less scary than 1 swipe full pressure

@drainallmyblood Me

I’ve been b/ping 1+ times a day for over a week without fail. It’s so incredibly draining and I’m miserable. This needs to stop. I’m going to try my very best to keep from doing it so often. Just bringing it from 3 times a day to once a week would be a great accomplishment😽🤍

My b/p sessions are like 30% eating, 10% purging, and 60% contemplating my entire life by staring at the fucking wall for an hour

b/p is going to be the end of me

@RHTankedx You breathe most of it out

so when u lose weight where does your fat go

@purplehair_cass Cassie that amount of caffeine would be so dangerous, especially for someone your weight. It’s very possible you’d die if you attempted it even once. Please dont do it and stay safe🤍

Wrapping a pad to my leg is peak aftercare🤑 #shtwt

Small relapse😽 #shtwt #988twt #shedtwt

@elstragedies 49,9🤑

what weight is bmi 16 for u guys? for me it’s 45kg