chrisy ☽ ☠︎︎ ☾

“Hyper-sexuality after being raped/sexally abused exists. posting provocative body pics for likes & attention after sexual abuse exists. after going thru trauma as is, some victims find they will only be viewed for their body..only be loved for their body.”

i kinda have an eating disorder but like in a chill way

is 1 cal a safe estimate? i might log it as 2 just to be safe

18 yrs ago, I was violently assaulted & raped while walking alone. Every year on the anniversary of that day, I go on a solo hike to remind myself that there is still beauty in this world & I can enjoy it. This yr, I pushed myself & did a few days of the Southwest Coast Path…

i strive to be skinnier and more evil than i was yesterday

motivation ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

my medical notes are sending me

1100 a day calorie diet and i used 300 on a margarita

@P1l4zzz It’s the way i do cardio all day and deficit and i still don’t look like that 💔💔 ur just God’s favorite but i’ll try i’ll try

so me🌸

@P1l4zzz HOWW

all i care about is being skinnier and prettier

When the police called the guy who raped me and asked him if he raped me and he said no so they closed the case

@trashvampired bad time to mention i have bpd ig

alcohol having calories is so evil and cruel

@trashvampired ok u get me cause i alr decided we’re automatic besties so

So sorry to let u guys now. If u’re my moot, u’re my friend now. If u start interacting with me a lot, I’ll get attached in some extent. I do care. I read everything that pops into my timeline. I like most of u. Sometimes I even think about dming some. Just how my mind works!

@trashvampired actually me too espesh now he’s targetting oomf 😔😔

@chrisyisdead Well I do have personal beef with him too. Glad to know is reciprocated!

Istfg Twitter just limited my follows, my likes, my tweets, my name change, my answers. Ok, so I’ll be deleting my fucking acc and hitting this move