cinna

"maybe im just faking it" i wondered after i experienced a few hours of happiness after months of tweaking out

Obviously, it is common knowledge that anyone who likes me is actively lying to themselves or me. Hopefully, they will regain consciousness and leave soon.

when you wanted the cute, melodramatic movie anxiety but you lowk just piss everybody off

oh well

im tired of thinking. when can i trade this brain in for a new one? I mistreated this one but i promise id be more careful with a clean slate

i was angry about one little thing and then all of sudden here comes every awful memory that ever happened to me

i hate it when my brain starts spiraling and i end up in a worse mood from what just a passing thought

the kind of music im listening to at a low point in my life and wondering why i don't feel any better

im working on a new site this wednesday so hopefully everything goes well i might just embarrass myself as per usual but 🤷🏽

hits myself on the head with a hammer many times

oooohhh i want to die something kill me please please please

im not depressed enough im just dramatic as FUCKKKK

Cuts? No silly, thats my cutie mark!

born to be a wrist slitter forced to be a thigh cutter ✌🏽

i feel like a very dirty person every thought, every breath, every step feels like a reason to be ashamed i wish i could do normal things without being so paranoid

it probably doesn't help that i don't take care of myself at all

im chopped but im okay with it i came to terms with it a long time ago

why does social interaction have to be so exhausting? i was barely out for a few hours today and now i feel like shit...

I'm tired of being hurt but i also crave it so ill keep everyone away just to be safe

lately ive been thinking i wish i had a partner to encourage my cutting habits but if the person close to me wanted to hurt me i probably wouldn't take it well so it's better to stay as a fantasy