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Also if I don't reply to you at the moment, it doesn't mean I don't care, it means I'm fucked up and more than a bit poorly

They did and x-ray and an ultrasound both of which showed nothing. I assume the next plan is CT scan. Who knows at this point though

In other news before I started puking and going yellow, I was 13.5 stone. I'm currently 10.9 stone. So that's fun

Well it took ten hours but I have a bed. It's from 1977 and I am two foot too big for it but hey ho

@terrybarry7 If it was the only factor than yes. It isn't however

In other news my platelet count is now 425... Le shrug

@terrybarry7 Because I've gone yellow and I've been vomitting for days. And the right hand side of my body hurts. And I've had ascites. This sounds very much like the cancer is having a liver party

I get the distinct impression I won't be leaving the hospital today

Fuck knows what's up with me now then...

Okay *urgent* blood tests are ensuing. I've gone yellow like a Simpson

Off for chemo. I can barely walk. This could be an experience

@drewwatto I struggle with water sometimes man. I'm asking for some fortisip today though

@clappymonkey Can you keep down meal replacement shakes? Maybe something like Huel would help?

I'm getting very scared. I'm losing hair. I'm losing weight. I can't eat. The hernia seems to be growing. I think I'll be bringing all this up tomorrow when I'm getting chemo

@Stg4BC Yeah I've lost a stone and a half in a little over a week. It's definitely not good

@VivGottlieb Badly right now

@clappymonkey As if the cancer wasn’t enough OMG don’t know how you’re coping 😘

Just ate. Just threw up (even with anti sickness pills). Shit

@VivGottlieb She does. And it is

@clappymonkey They really need to be giving you better care and support and not b aggravation and stress. Does your partner accompany you to try make sure they’re doing what they should? It must be so tough for her too 😢😘

@ClevelandJosh Me too buddy, me too

@HousemaidFear It's not Amazon; it's my actual publisher

@Clarecav01 I just want to keep food in at this point

@clappymonkey Jeez hope you manage to get some relief and sleep soon

Spent all day in agony. Put on my ileostomy support. Instantly feel better. Yes folks, as well as cancer, and ascites, I also have a hernia... Fun times

@terrybarry7 I think it may be hernia related. I hope it is and not cancery fun times