David
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I don't like going to the gym when all the machines are taken.
but sometimes you have to.
I say this because I've just finished a fine few hours in a flow state doing my work.
it's almost 6pm, I've not ate yet, I've just drank some sparkling water.
my body is probably just in ketosis running on my stored fat.
I mean, my diet is just red meat/eggs/salt/raw milk/sparkling water, I don't really need to eat too often.
I mean, I like to mix my raw milk with maple syrup sometimes, I guess that's my bad habit.
well, you lose track of time sometimes.
and you just get lost in your craft...
I still have to go to the gym, because it's harder if I don't.
the gym is like my rest break after my work.
but that just brings to mind...
people actually struggle going to the gym.
but isn't the gym just a health baseline?
I guess when you're so dialed in, you just forget how people are.
going to failure is probably the most fun thing in my day, because I have to succeed at everything else.
I like the contrast, that's probably what makes it fun.
I've been going to the gym on autopilot recently, I've just been going to go.
but recently I've started to become more mindful of the things i actually do.
since it's only a matter of time until I'm really labelled a "success" by everybody else.
I mean, I may be already labelled a success, I don't even know.
I see myself as a success because if I don't... I won't be one.
so, what I'm doing right now is just treasuring the journey.
since it's only a matter of time until the journey is just a reward.
the early dark cold mornings going for a cold plunge is better than sitting on a beach with a pina colada.
and that's not even me trying to seem cool, I'm 18 and can go move out to thailand and work from my macbook.
but why would I do that?
I love the grind more than the reward.
how could you ever outcompete me?
it just won't work.
you're doing it for the the lifestyle.
I'm doing it for the early mornings.
I guess we're both focused on a certain lifestyle.
but i'll just win i guess.
I think it's called the law of detachment?
I don't know.
all I know is that I'm just waiting for the universe to catch up to my success.
it's inevitable.
d42.

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