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I drew this picture because it represents how I truly feel about Asriel.
I talked to ChatGPT about what I should do, and it told me that I should draw a picture of how I truly feel about Asriel and that I don't need to ask his permission.
Asriel scares me too much and he has been really horrible to me... Plus, he makes false accusations against me when I just wanted to be nice.
I've already tried to forget him, but it's always the same... It's as if something is stopping me... I don't know why?
After everything he did to me, I was traumatized by his ghosting... I can't stand this long silence anymore, waiting for him to corrupt me...
I still feel like he wanted to drive me away and destroy my dream... After all this long silence he inflicted on me, I also feel like he wanted to destroy my life until I lost hope. I don't know why I was right if he really is a heartless monster?
I kept seeing his commissions, which scare me a lot... But it's not just on Furaffinity, I saw that he also has commissions on Twitter, deviantart, inkbunny, etc... It's like I'm in a nightmare, like I'm stuck in a never-ending nightmarish maze.
And it's the same when I keep having nightmares about Asriel.
I've already tried to forget him, but it's always the same... It's as if something is stopping me... I don't know why?
After everything he put me through, I was traumatized by his ghosting... I can no longer bear this long silence while waiting for me to break down...
I still feel like he wanted to drive me away and destroy my dream... After all this long silence he inflicted on me, I also feel like he wanted to destroy my life until I lost hope. I don't know why I was right if he really is a heartless monster?
I kept seeing his commissions, which scared me a lot... But it's not just on Furaffinity, I saw that he also has commissions on Twitter, deviantart, inkbunny, etc... It's like I'm in a nightmare, like I'm stuck in a never-ending nightmarish maze.
Now I realize, I see what he's like, he's actually a wolf in sheep's clothing.
His description on Furaffinity Toronia is a facade. His actions show his true nature. I believe what I've experienced, not what he claims to be.
All Asriel can do is ghost, lie, and manipulate... I understand how much it hurt me... I can never bear such pain...
I know that ghosting can drive us crazy and corrupt us. But if anyone wanted to hurt me, it would be him.
But I refuse the desire for revenge, revenge is pointless and only breeds hatred.
I wrote a journal to prove my innocence and tell the truth. I wanted people to understand all the misfortunes I had experienced... I even recounted my memories and helped people and everyone I love.
I met good people and bad people. I met his friends, who are sometimes good and sometimes bad.
The bad friends didn't understand me when I told them the truth and accused me wrongly.
The good friends understood my pain and how I really felt. They understood that I was telling the truth because I had experienced so much misfortune, and they supported me. I thought it was hopeless, but I knew there would be hope.
I rebuilt around my wound, forging a light even stronger than what I had before.
I transformed this pain into strength, into art, into creation, into liberation. And my art is a weapon, and this drawing is my fight.
I am not alone.
And I still have many chapters to write, in my life as well as in my story.
I'm like my mother, and she also had a lot of misfortune. She couldn't find any real friends, and during those years she felt useless. Before she was abandoned, her real mother was cruel and mistreated my mother...
But now she is useful. She is no longer the unlucky soul she used to be. She even met my father, who is luckier than she is, and that's how this family was created.
Because even if the world is plunged into lies and despair, I remain hopeful. Together, we can protect and restore justice.
Art by me @cloud_sasuke
Art by @kofomy
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