Fay

you should

@CandyRavingCat happy birthday bb🤍

I’m too disconnected from myself to attempt to connect with reality

It's okay. I learned to navigate through this ache.

remind me of who I was before this heartache

been missing a lot of things I shouldn’t

@CandyRavingCat fifi abdou is my role model in not giving a fuck

Motto in life

tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes

@CandyRavingCat elaborate

Im slowly beginning to realize that egypt IS india

leave my loneliness unbroken

torn between my fear of being known and my need to be seen

my heart chokes on its own guilt

you never learned how to be soft for anyone not even yourself

I’m through with my past but I guess my past isn’t through with me

undress my mind

solitude is bittersweet

am I better off just bursting or breaking?

“My soul bleeds… and the blood steadily, silently, disturbingly slowly, swallows me whole.”

@ILLUMINUSNUMB_ @pancaking_still enti el dissociation andek tol el sana ya habebt el alb