aki

So THIS happened.

thoughts ive had since i was 10

Guys…I don’t update my weight when I gain…only when I lose

how it feels to be knee deep in ur ed but no one notices cause you’re not underweight

how it feels seeing thinspo after binging

canceling plans cause u look fat W life

i suck at cutting i suck at losing weight i suck at my attempts i cant do ANYTHING HEDHHEDHDH2GHUEJTJ

my razor sucks wtf this is so embarrassing!!!!!

i want out :/

when i binge and don’t purge after

omad 300 kcal lol

when you show clear signs of an ed and suddenly everyone irl has an eating disorder too #noticing

how it felt hearing “you’ve lost so much weight” for the first time

how eating the most disgusting food known to man sounds when ur 23 hours into your fast

finally hearing compliments abt my appearance -18kg in

i want to walk… but i dont want to

i really locked in thisbweek omg

omg wtf this is the biggest jump ive done in a day from just restricting and bed rotting