jayjay.

fr i need to find someone that i can do diets with, i NEED to be 45kg so soon, or at least get toned :( i need motivation sb

i'm so fat... cuz why did my blood test say that my cholesterol was HIGH??? well, i'm not structurally fat, but my diet is abysmal. this is really the consequence of eating low nutrient junk food,,

i feel like my mother sensed i was stressed because she got me this huge chocolate chip cookie from her workplace cafeteria, it's bigger than my hand. eating it makes me feel so guilty... but i luv cookies

@silentonight_ i wish you the best ! : )

hi! i am out of the hospital, i think i am going to attempt recovery! i am not easily triggered and i will still be interacting with my shedtwt oomfs.

i'm so stressed i could cry,, i'm the "teacher's pet" in one of my classes. i have a huge exam tomorrow. i feel like i'm FORCED to get a good score on the exam so i can keep my "teacher's pet" role, to basically PROVE that i'm smart by scoring high. anyone felt smt similar? :(

@suprcutie hi !! my day has been okay! wbu? ❥

how has everyone’s day been 🤍

@Kirichewy yes i'm no medical professional but that's def bad!!!

is it bad that i shake and wobble a lot? i think my body is very weak. i can barely hold myself up.

usually i'm fine w/ energy drinks. . . ugh fml

okay now. tmi!! i don't know HOW i don't learn my lesson, but I SWEAR everytime i drink something coffee caffeine, it fucks up my stomach so bad. i genuinely get constipated... and tmrw i have an important exam, and my entire stomach is broken. so annoying (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

today morning i got a blood draw (lowk it was Embarrassing cuz i felt super nauseous and felt like i was about to faint, i got so pale! the nurse gave me 2 icepacks and i sniffed a alcohol pad lols) and my mother got me coffee and a scone afterwards,

@cottonc6ndy ahhh im cooked

@comestible_ It's my first language :3

ap spanish exam in a week

@disorderlyjaded this looks so cool, youre fr inspiring me to start a puzzle myself this weekend lol

puzzle done :3 did this one w my brothers gf!

@yukiairashii SOSOSOSO pretty and u draw so good im jealous!!!!

finished another #drawing of another #oc

@pixeledrot gnn!! <3

good night again my mooties … all of you BETTER sleep well.. or have a good morning depending. i’m watching.

on the brink of becoming a mess and crying everywhere, i'm so sensitive. aghhh i used to be more composed !!!!

i feel ruined. (╥﹏╥) i had a *horrible* exam today, and i spent until 3am studying for it. i really feel like i got a bad score, it went terrible. i'm exhausted. and after school i went grocery shopping, and guilty ate a high-caloric cookie... i want to cry, i'm so stressed.

everything these days is making me stressed !!! kill me !!! i just need to survive exams until wednesday. seriously, i need to stop the stress-eating, my daily cals are basically 1.2-1.5k these days. (╥‸╥)

the face fat in my cheeks makes me look horrible. it's rlly misleading. i have a well-toned body, but since i cover it up with hoodies, looking at my round face you may believe that i'm fatter than i actually am. this is such a weird thing to stress about, right? i can't help it

@yukiairashii gnn!!!!!

okay goodnight my loved ones sleep tight 😴 and a little #moothunt too #shtwt #edtwt #yaoitwt 💤💤💤

@gihunsboyfriend something that the government made up to make us eternally unhappy so someone can buy the antidepressant pills and fund the healthcare pharmaceutical market

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