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Pin pin pin 📍😔

any minor irritation & i start having inner monologues like in death note

As long as I don’t allow myself to form any thoughts I’m pretty much normal

“i hope aaj laude nahi lagenge” i say as i clock into the maximum laude lagne wali factory

funny how the canon events for anorexia are either - you shit yourself. - you do not shit yourself. for a whole week. constipation.

I’m so fat I hate myself my legs are so big

@sehun_lb Like alcohol having calories is actually my biggest problem this is so bullshit

@compsci_cals same twin same

I need to get drunk so bad but I'm fasting this is bullshit

@skinheather I lowkey totally gave up on it but if u want it I'll look at it again

@compsci_cals Is it up ?

Rate the cover of my soon to be ed Wattpad story

talking to other people makes me realize how boring i am

Locking in with a small fast

when I’m laughing and realize I probably look ugly and fat so it’s not funny anymore

i can't believe i'm rawdogging this weight loss shit while everyone is losing weight on meds

once you gain weight after being at your lw you will never get a moment of peace or feel pretty again

@calzfix4tion Ahh maybe then...I've only lost about 5 kg in a month. But be kind to urself

@compsci_cals 😔 5’0 220 im like class 75

Can I lose 15 pounds in one month…

Drank too much i think fuck trying to not throw up rn because my roommate doesn't Know I've been drinking

Like girl if u don't act sober rn

Intrusive thoughts be crazy because why am I having to tell myself to not press the fire alarm when I'm drunk as fuck and will definitely get caught being drunk and get in trouble