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i don’t argue w hungry mfers

i’ve been asleep on/off all day just waking up to pace, read for class, or scroll my phone then knocking tf out again LMAO

only hit 10k steps for the day in the last couple hours 🫩🫩 im so exhausted from yesterday lol

moving like it’s still the weekend but i check my assignments & my prof assigned THREE chapters this week instead of one 😭😭😭 why did i take summer classes knowing we were gonna play sm shows

literally riding that post show high today 😭 absolutely crazy that we get to do it again next week but the crowd is gonna be 5x bigger we’re opening for 2 bands w 10-15k followers 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

pacing & my vape just died but i had sm people pick up press-on nail orders at the show last night LMAOOO ima go get a new vape

i cannot believe we sold out of all fucking 25 shirts we made LOL & every cd is gone 😭😭 + all the other bands want us to come out & play shows w them this is so fucking awesome

omg i kno it’s just an adjustment thing but going from shooting over 200 shows the last few years to being the one on stage & have people talking to me is CRAZY

gm yesterday was so awesome :”) really sick turn out for our release show, sm homies came thru, & it was just all good vibes all night

home now & exhausted but holy shit 2nite was amazing 😭 i’ll yap abt it tomorrow

my hair has NEVER come out this nice 😭😭😭 rare win for the day

& id be saving money ☝️🥸

lowkey i got time to make my omad rn & just save myself the stress of “where do u wanna get food?” before the show 😭

10k steps in & bffie just said he’s running late. i’m Free

@matcharxic her shock the first festival she took me to as a teenager watching people mosh 😭😭😭 “you guys LIKE doing that? you can’t just dance?” 😭

@connectionfear LMFAOOOOOO I can only imagine her face the entire time 😭😭😭

i am actually so excited for the ep release show 2nite. my family coming means So Much to me :”)

@matcharxic i can’t wait to hear “u did great!!! but omg .. why were those kids punching each other?” 😭😭😭 my mom hasn’t grasped the concept of moshing & heavy music it’s so funny LMFOSOCSO

@connectionfear I’m so happy for you and your family is gonna be extremely proud of how much talent you have!!!

gonna be so awesome to have them see me at work shooting for other bands 2nite as well as playing bass in my band

my mom let me do independent study my last 2 years of hs so i could work shows in la on the weekends & drove me to every concert growing up. they kno ive spent the last 3 years shooting for bands & doing tour photos but this is the first time they’re seeing ME play 😭

brows on perfectly & ez … hair is drying nicely & i used enough product … this is going by too smoothly 😭

it didn’t occur to my peanut sized brain earlier in the week that i shoudlve redyed my hair BEFORE doing my nails for the show 😭 just styled my curls w fucking gloves on bc i forgot how bad red hair dye bleeds