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i don’t argue w hungry mfers

"thats not a real fast" i never said it was & if it all it takes to KEEP MY SANITY while only consuming liquids for 72hrs at a time is a handful of jolly ranchers a day while the scale continues to go do down ... then so be it LOL

& god forbid MY version of the "make up stupid food rules in my head" disorder looks different than the stupid food rules YOU made up in ur head 😭😭😭

i kno good & god damn well once i walk across that stage my brains gonna clock out BUT I TECHNICALLY HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT 😭 my geology lecture exam final online doesnt unlock till tomorrow either smh

4/6 pages of my final paper written, 7 days till its due ... were up its fine everything is fine ill have it done tomorrow before graduation on monday LMAODFSOKF

i’ve gotten to my lw several times just compulsively pacing in place alone & everything slims down a lot but what i gotta do to get my arms less flabby? 😭 pushups? hold weights while i pace & swing my arms? LMFAO

105lbs pls come back i miss u so bad

“omad” & it was literally half a pound of steamed carrots w a greek yogurt, garlic, lemon dip LMFOAOCOSOX

what if instead of post omad nap … post omad pace? 🤨

oooo this one’s good too

i think 2014 me loved doing mono diets simply bc my parents used to get mad when i’d only eat ONE thing off the dinner plate like man 😭 just let me eat 3 plates of steamed carrots

my terrible ed brain: but how Nice would it be to go back to rehearsals tuesday after a week of no plans significantly lighter? me: not nice ? i will probably be dizzy & bffie would be on my ass abt “are you eating?” … but skinni

i love this guy 🫪🫪🫪🫪 almost as much as i love 🫩

mad bc not eating is easier than restricting bc i have my omad it just leads to “well i already ate why not just b/p?” later on 🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪

forgot more exercise means hungrier 🫩🫩🫩🫩

having someone recognize me off a guitar i forgot to remove from the bg of a body check bc at the time i had a 10k follow cover account 🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪

ok whatever -5lbs to my “shit ain’t so bad” weight” this is fine i can lose it

oooohhh scale going down again it’s about to be an evil summer

i said this & the universe decided to spite me why did bffie hmu to get wingstop … ON HIM … 😭

purged a lil too good bc now my dumbass is hungry again & it’s fucking 10pm 😭 i cannot eat or i’ll start the cycle ALL OVER AGAIN

back to pacing for as long as my body allows it 🫩