im crying why am i a chudling do i specifically get ignored is there a reason behind this ITS OBVIOUS ITS MY FAULT HELLO WHAT IS HAPPENING PLS TELL ME (wait im scared pls )
@ziesd1ary DUDE NO ACTUALLY IM LOOKING THROUGH MINE AND WHY DID I LITERALLY CRAAVVEEEE FOR PEOPLE TO COMFORT ME LIKE GTFO IM ACTUALLY SPITTING EVERYWHERE.
and i remember it was July 9th and i messaged Ozzy being like hey babe i love you like u were the best person to ever come into my life and he was likewhag the fuck you doing up there and he called me and i answered as i was laughing
a couple of days before my 13th birthday i had tried to take my life, but i fumbled so badly i was gen/ laughing all night and so i had waited until new years but then things got serious and i gen forgot and now im turning 16 this is a huge step up but its still going !!