roxy ✯

welcome :3

i want to be sick again. i want people to worry about me because that’s the way i feel cared about

i really feel like no one cares about me as much as i care about them

oh my god i’m so depressed right now. i relapsed on sh for the first time in years years. my appetite has been really low lately. i think its because i have been talking to a boy and that makes me want to eat less. (i broke up with my ex a couple months ago the ago)

i wasn’t even that small but it was my lowest weight okay

old body checks i need this back asap😩

10.13.2025 - chia pudding & blueberries 265 - chai latte 220 - protein drink 190 - trail mix 300 - amy’s frozen meal 370 - more trail mix 300 - dates 110 - dried mango 150 total 1,905 ☹️ steps 12k

okay i am 4 lbs less this morning just from sleeping lmao i was a little dramatic

@shortcakeO_O yes my boyfriend is crazy for me

is it possible to be loved forever and wanted forever unconditionally

yeah i think it’s time for a relapse 🥰

i’m actually disgusted. i’m in the overweight bmi category I HATE RECOVERY WHAT HAVE I DONE

my boyfriend likes me how i am but i have gained … 50 lbs from my lw which was when i first got with him 2 years ago. i gained from recovery but for awhile i was maintaining a lower weight then i just gradually kept gaining more and more

hey so i am really big and i cant do this anymore!😃 i gotta lose weight fuck recovery

i decided i just need to start working out and that’s how ill get a nicer body. i dont mind looking healthy atp but i do mind having a high bf %. i want more muscles to feel and look strong

i think i might go back to recovery again. after all i am in intensive ed treatment. might as well recover and not fight it. my life was so good while i was recovering other than body image.

i feel like such a loser for not working out (other than my daily 10k steps) i have hardly any muscle

@ohitsariot goals omgggg

@decembersdollxx nah just one bag won’t hurt you

I FORGOT SUGAR FREE GUMMIES MIGHT HAVE A LAXITIVE EFFECT AM I COOKED 😭😭😭

i wish i was ana idc what yall say. at least they lose weight

okay so i realized purging is messing with my meds absorbing. one of them that helps with depression slowly releases over 12-24 hours. that means if i purge at all it will have an effect on how the meds absorb/wont absorb fully.

this explains why i have been so depressed lately since i relapsed