Daezie May

Officially 1,096 days sober. CHEERS FOR 3 YEARS! 🎉🙌🏽 Reminding myself of where it all started...all the way from the bottom. It's only upward from here. Staying sober one day at a time 🤗🥳

The shitty thing is they have to listen to the same thing I listen to 🤣 On my 2nd video of the night for TKAM analysis.

Can't wait to watch the movie that I checked out from the library yesterday. Maybe tomorrow 😍 It's been years since I've seen it & I remember loving that film classic so much.

...ton of YouTubers discussing their thoughts on To Kill A Mockingbird for the last 2 days. To say I'm obsessed is putting it mildly. Currently listening to a 2-hour book breakdown bc I like hearing it in the background while I work. Can't take the nerd out of me 🤓

I'm such a fucking nerd lmfao. I have a habit of obsessing w/book analyses after I am done reading a book; I want to know what others think, if I got the topics and themes right, the critiques, etc. It's how I exercise my critical thinking skills. Been listening to a shit...

Finished TKAM! Good night!

...who can afford it. Need to shower bc I feel gross but I don't feel like cleaning. Gonna grab takeout w/money I don't have cuz I've been CRAVING Chipotle & then gonna shower & see what energy I have left cuz today is definitely not my day. 👎🏽

...after asking for help twice, the associate said they got rid of a lot of brands. -1 I'm fucking pissed. Got replacements but I am not happy whatsoever at all w/my purchase. Even w/the 25% off, it's almost $100 on vitamins 😭 Health & wellness is definitely only for those...

😪 Kinda annoyed. 2-3 today. Did my workout (even pushed myself harder today) then gave the dogs a bath, which I had forgotten about. +2 Finished at 4:10p & wondered if I should shower or try to make it to the recovery store 25m away to get my chip bc they closed at 5p.

I don't wanna work out 😭

...grief I'd feel. But it's pretty much whatever now. It's just crazy to think at 36 he is back in the same situation I had predicted to him some 4.5 years ago. I called it. Winner winner chicken dinner lol. Okay time to get up. Some photos from the trip yesterday 🙂

...home & clean 🥲 I'm so tired just thinking about today 😞 It's also my ex's birthday & I was really surprised at how it hasn't been a big deal in my mind or body. For years after the breakup, this day was dreadful & I'd have to take the day off work bc of the immense...

Omg so tired. March was busy AF. Yesterday, I went to The Huntington w/my friend from AA who had invited me to go w/him & his sponsee + sponsee's go. I had never been there & didn't really look it up. Thought it would be a halfday thing cuz we were set to leave at 7:15a & it...