dylan ꕥ edtwt

I was literally so perfect why the fuck did I ever think this was fat and now I can’t even lose 2 fking kg fk my chungus life

the vid my friend posted on her story tonight of me makes me realise how far I still have to go *sigh

back to pvrging every day my gag reflex is getting worse help

nothing pmo more than when I’m mid pvrge and my brain just decides we done like ???

might be a fked up take but the obsession edtwt has with her is bc it’s ethereal to feel so connected to someone in the celebsphere she’s so from us yet v much the same

there’s a reason this community is filled with her bc we are her she is we are the same

if u wanna know just how fked up this illness is ask me why I miss the sorrowful look people would give me as I walked past them their “poor girl” face staring at my with pity I craaaave that shit

I used to think c/s was the dumbest thing in the world but now i can’t not sometimes when I don’t even mean to my impulse is to spit it out before I swallow

like do u really think ur carousel is gonna change anyone’s perspective on skinny in this day and age ?

so very bored of the social media hate on celebs weightloss it’s a tale as old as time

cal estimate??? any south east asian moots that can helppp its legit fried flour dough im guessing like 900-1.100 for a whole bag 😣😣

I’ve been on a bad binge cycle and the only thing keeping me sane is pvrging so head noise tomorrow is gonna be cooked help 🔫🔫🔫🔫

this disorder is fked cause y am i so mad that my friend came home early with her mums who’s sleeping over after I’ve binged & now I can’t pvrge cause she’s sleeping in the only room with a bathroom literally fuck my existence

@bitchproana I’ve said this from day 1 and ?

@daffodilbones_ You're retarded

controversial opinion that ik is unhealthy but seeing Ariana galavant on stage in the body she’s in fuels the idea that it is possible to have such a body and kick ur goals so fight me

@orthokibble fr

@daffodilbones_ can’t imagine how this atmosphere would translate into cutesy 30 to 90 second video content, but it sounds bad

#hottake comparing edtwt and edtt is like comparing covid weightloss and peptide weightloss we are NOT the same

the post purge calm euphoria is the most soul consuming addiction I don’t think I’ll ever be able to break away from

omg im getting back there 🔒🔒🔒

I have no access to a scale for a month but my skin is feeling loose again ?? Idk id it’s muscle loss or fat loss but I’ve been binging on sugar so

@Girliz20 yeah that’s kinda my take but also like 💊💊💊 ???

@daffodilbones_ Only if you’re rich af to begin and not only starting your journey

@euthanisedangel @serenity2fly @127kgoflard Lmao FR

@serenity2fly @127kgoflard @daffodilbones_ what does this even mean