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₊°ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ — #edtwt Intro — ✧˚₊ᗢ ʚ°₊ ⟡˚⋆ Lina ⋆˚⟡ ˚₊ 21 (she/her) 171cm₊˚ ⟡sw: 57kg | gw: 50kg | ugw: 45kg ⟡ ˚₊ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐃𝐍𝐈 ₊˚ 💬/🤍/↻ to be moots! #anatwt #miatwt #moothunt #promotwt

I’m graduating university which is great and all, but I regret so much. I regret the paths I’ve chosen that lead me to where I am now and I don’t think I have the time or money to make a u-turn. All I can do is move on and grow. I’ll learn new things and gain new passions

The same people worriedly pointing out my WL are the same people who shame me for eating too much like make it make sense.

I keep saying that I’m not going to stop letting opinions of other people affect me yet here I am, breaking my no-purge healing streak because of my dad’s comment on my eating habits (I finally let myself eat the candy that I like for the first time in two months) I’m so tired

I didn’t even intend to b/p during that meal too. I was eating my favourite pasta (VERY SPICY TOO) in a controlled way and everything was genuinely perfectly fine and my mind was in a healthy place. Terrible awful so annoying.

I’ve been working towards losing weight in a better way by eating thrice a day (and only picking healthy food with a focus on protein) and being more active. Ugh this disorder is so dumb, my throat hurts, my face is puffy, and I’m not even losing weight

"pantalone deserves better" "pantalone would betray dottore" "pantalone hates dottore" pantalone bouncing on it crazy style as we speak

Im not at my UGW yet, but my parents have begun to notice my wl but don’t suspect an ed yet. It’s weird how validating it feels to be fussed over ngl. Anyways my dad gave me a piggy back ride and even did squats to express his concern over my weight. It felt so whimsical

@aposikenedos cw: 52kg, ugw: 45kg Gap = 7kg left

I genuinely don’t know if it was maybe hormones that kept me from gaining when I was binging on my pasta, or if the recipe is just that good. It seems high calorie but like idek anymore. Maybe I’ll drop the recipe one day

I thought I was in a stable spot cuz I binged a lot on homemade pasta for the past week and gained NOTHING from it. But once my pasta ran out and I kept those eating habits with other food, I’m gaining again. But I refuse to ever get back to my SW (58kg)

(TW: Mia) idk how but I binged 3kg worth of food and water, and purged about 2.3kg. The back of my throat is painfully scratched up because my nails are damaged/thin (which equals SHARP). This is a new low.

My mom bought a bunch of really cute and yummy snacks/treats for my brother and I, and i feel like this damn disorder is making me let her down. A cute little bee-shaped cream bun should bring me joy not guilt, and I didn’t even eat it, I’m literally just THINKING about it #vent

I want to talk about my ED with someone irl/close to me so badly. My friends would be there for me if I needed, but I don’t want to put them in harms way. I’m alr the skinniest one in the group so it would probably upset them #vent #edtwt

@misaflorae HELLLOOOOOO 🍁

the canadian rep is crazy rn.. i need more canadian edtwt mutuals guys!!

I haven’t stopped binging and going over my calorie limit. My weight has been going up and I feel like I’m too undisciplined to get back into restricting. However, I’m gonna try limiting myself to healthy food to try and regain some control and bring my weight back down😭🤍

I have a question for #edtwt Do yall count the calories in fruit/veg or no

Every day for the past week I’ve been binging/going out to eat oml I’ve ever felt so big backed

Sometimes I’m just minding my own business when my brain reminds me that I lowkey am an easily hateable coworker/employee/intern. my whimsy is too strong and I keep doing things MY way which is efficient/effective but it goes against their aesthetics/structure or wtv 😔😔😔

Girl oh my god- 😭😭😭

I hit a new LW and immediately ate like 3x my caloric limit in one sitting, why the FUCK did I do that 😭😭😭😭 actual worstana over here